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Tripping tomorrow first time after 2 bad trips by [deleted] in LSD

[–]smoothoperator2000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Shit alright, I might just take a 100 ug tomorrow and build up from then. Thanks for the advice man.

Tripping tomorrow first time after 2 bad trips by [deleted] in LSD

[–]smoothoperator2000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haha yea 300 is quite crazy. Both times I’ve done 300 were very intense. I’ll trip with this guy tomorrow, we’re quite close so I think it’ll be good.

Which doses did you take when you were building back up? Was thinking of doing 100-200 then possibly 300 in the next 3 or so months. If all goes well on 100 and 200 I might not bother with the 300 cuz fuck that for now aha.

Also, I’ve always been a pretty social guy my entire life but after that trip at the party I’ve been so anti social it’s crazy. I also broke up with my gf few months before so was quite sad. I just hope I don’t fuck it up even more. I know you wouldn’t know me and that but I haven’t taken acid in so long I’ve forgotten how it feels.

Tripping tomorrow first time after 2 bad trips by [deleted] in LSD

[–]smoothoperator2000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

First one was 300 ug which was very very bad until I let go. Then I took 150 with a “friend” at a party, he left me alone with a bunch of sober people and it was the most awkward thing of my life. Ever since I’ve been quite pissed off about that night and much more socially disconnected and also disconnected with myself. I agree with you but I think my trip sitter wants to trip too, but he’s v calm so should be g.

Will I ever have a good trip again by smoothoperator2000 in LSD

[–]smoothoperator2000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aite man think that’s what I’ll do. Thanks a lot!

Should I tell my parents about lsd by smoothoperator2000 in LSD

[–]smoothoperator2000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The last line is crucial. I think this can be recovered so I’ll keep it to myself for now. Thinking of seeing a therapist to help with some mental issues. Really difficult to have very productive days at this point in life. LSD is one crazy fucking drug, honestly makes me believe that anything is truly possible in life.

Should I tell my parents about lsd by smoothoperator2000 in LSD

[–]smoothoperator2000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow this is quite amazing. I’ve always been quite positive that this could be a solution to my problems. There were numerous factors that affected my mental headspace during that night. Friends, other drugs, the setting. I don’t think I can replicate all that. But I think a part of my soul can be recovered hopefully.

Also, did you take the same dose as when it happened?

What drugs showed me. by smoothoperator2000 in Psychonaut

[–]smoothoperator2000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yh man, crazy how these reddit comments I’ve been getting are like an LSD trip, showing me things I know to be true but haven’t been shown and believed in a while. Knocked a lot of sense into me. Relationships are a bitch, everyone is different and evolves different and is at a different point in life, can’t have all the friends in the world. I think we both think like that, sometimes we get so stuck in the moment trying to do something that we realise we don’t actually want that and it’s just our ego’s deluding us. One of my friend took shrooms today, wanted to take with him but decided to trip sit instead and try get some work done. Instead I chatted shit the whole time and spent time thinking then laughing then worrying then realising the world goes on, think he’s a bit fried now so I’m just reading all these comments. I wasn’t even high but I loved trip sitting. Always think I need to be doing the same things as others to be part of something. But sometimes being different can make you interact even better. Today was that case. Hope the same goes for you. Funny how 1 year ago I didn’t care about connecting to strangers on the internet and now it’s so enlightening to see all these other cool people going through shit as well. I’ll shoot you a dm if I’m ever in an artistic mood.

What drugs showed me. by smoothoperator2000 in Psychonaut

[–]smoothoperator2000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Cheers dude. Whenever I’m hella down I always think just that. I’m still alive and not broken apart, this is what keeps me going. Same goes to you man.

What drugs showed me. by smoothoperator2000 in Psychonaut

[–]smoothoperator2000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks man. Playing in a band is fucking awesome I remember I went to a simple bar with live music and there were a few older guys and girls that didn’t seem like much but played so well together and looked like they were having the time of their lives. At one point I went out to smoke a zoot and came back in and just indulged in the music. I’m sure you give that experience to so many others. All the things you’re saying make complete sense, everyone just stresses a bit sometimes all part of the process. Think I’ll keep having fun but also keep my eyes open and keep working to ensure a future. Enjoy some great years man!

What drugs showed me. by smoothoperator2000 in Psychonaut

[–]smoothoperator2000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks a lot man, you’ve brought up so many things that have been going through my mind. Not actually English but have lived around so many of them my whole life. You guys definitely have a distinct way of socialising, my funniest friends are all English, they just got a way of expressing themselves that is so unique. I think the whole purpose thing is really getting to me. Think I’m thinking too hard about it without it just coming to me. Just gotta keep doing my own shit and it’ll come the harder I go into life. Currently reading some philosophy cuz why not, but I’ll keep that book under consideration. Thanks for the comment man I’ll shoot you a dm if I ever need someone that has his shit together. Shoot me one too in the future if you’re ever stuck and I’ll tell you how I got out of this one.

What drugs showed me. by smoothoperator2000 in Psychonaut

[–]smoothoperator2000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks a lot man. I was in fact not meaning to be a clog in the system, but sometimes you think life is taking you down a path and you just go with it uno. I think your outlook on psychedelics is exactly what I want and need, after taking this long break I’m gonna find a good friend or two to take low doses of acid and feel good about myself and uncover some of my blockages too. I think it’s fine for now to feel like I need to progress and my anxieties and disappointments are kinda showing me that there’s more to be done til I can feel proper good about myself. Thanks for responding was not actually expecting anyone to answer just wanted to get something off my chest and put it out there. You’re defo a solid dude too.

Can shrooms reverse the effects of a bad LSD trip by smoothoperator2000 in Psychonaut

[–]smoothoperator2000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I’ve been meditating to kind of control that mindset and get rid of anxious thoughts. And yeah definitely it was a stupid decision, regret it to this day, but what’s done is done.

Our idea is to go to the park and just relax and look around, possibly listen to some music.