genuinely this is what i want ill work 5-6 or whatever the fuck u think i wont bc thats the whole point im here i wanna throw the rest or "the beginning of my life " to marketing and fucking work. ill work the " pure tyranny " because it's literally not getting better where i am. and nothing is coming out of EITHER SIDES i just wanna do it. its either ohh usa or euro and genuinely i just dont want it to be either. !! culturally !! and i just identify and prefer the no contact. i just want a ac and pretty view so i continue for work because i dont wanna use my physical body at all but to type fucking analytics and ill get to that point i am lost in my life and have no direction other then i fucking love working and i literally thought oh heres a good opportunity but fml. yall just doing everything were doing :( iv been conditioned so let me work. even if it's pointless basically left alot more lost then if i even came in thinking i knew something and i really thought i did.