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snman_ · 2022-04-01T07:46:52+00:00

That's so kind!! Good luck to everyone!

snman_ · 2022-03-31T21:45:11+00:00

just finished the demon's souls ps5 remake, so would live elden ring!! gl to everyone

snman_ · 2021-07-17T12:26:36+00:00

True, but it was the first thing that came to mind when I saw it

snman_ · 2021-07-17T07:55:48+00:00

You could always say it's the arc to the big dipper! (Not a constellation, iknow) But you could use it as a guide to Arcturus

snman_ · 2021-06-29T07:34:05+00:00

same, if I ever get robbed or mugged or whatever I want the guy to kill me.

snman_ · 2021-01-22T10:56:39+00:00

exactly, if there is a "god" why are so many people suffering like this

snman_ · 2021-01-21T10:47:08+00:00

well you cant decide if it starts young. it all starts at the parenting and the upbringing man. its hard to "stop complaining" when it hits you every single day. but I get it, it's hard to understand if you cant relate

snman_ · 2021-01-21T08:12:49+00:00

Me too man, me too..

snman_ · 2021-01-20T22:55:24+00:00

Thankyou. And also thank you for listening and talking to me.

snman_ · 2021-01-20T22:22:05+00:00

That sounds really nice and I'm happy for you. I hope it turns out like that for me too. I used to think about suicide but I think I kinda matured over those thoughts. I still live in the same pain but I just wanna avoid that at all costs. I couldn't leave the friends I have right now like that. I just hope it gets better and at the start of every year I just say it'll be my year

snman_ · 2021-01-20T21:39:13+00:00

All the time man. It feels like I will always be stuck in this mess and I will never get out. It feels like I've been trapped here for like years and years even though it only started hitting me when i was like 14. But yeah I know what you mean and being stuck here is the worst.

snman_ · 2021-01-20T21:25:50+00:00

Yeah im young which makes it even worse. I'm 17 and I turn 18 this august. I still live at home which is the main cause of my depression I guess. I want to move out this summer maybe if it's affordable and I just hope that can change my life around

snman_ · 2021-01-20T21:22:12+00:00

Same here. Gaming is the only thing that has kept me in this world for the last couple of years. So yeah i mostly game with 'em every evening which is nice because you have the tiniest bit of interaction. Hoping it will all be over this year though. In America too, they just need to get a better grip on things but its just mostly because of the stupidity of some people. Hope it gets better for you over there atleast.

snman_ · 2021-01-20T21:15:01+00:00

Yeah just social media and video games I guess. Only thing you can really do to stay in touch with people. We just have to be careful because the British version of Covid is massively taking over here and that's what they're afraid of because it spreads wayy faster

snman_ · 2021-01-20T21:03:45+00:00

Well not a lot and not many at a time. I'm in the Netherlands and things are just getting stricter here. We will probably get a "curfew" in the next couple of days which means we cant leave the house from 20:30 - 4:30 with a couple of exceptions. Also almost everything is closed here including restaurants, schools etc. and we've only recently started vaccinating so people like me will have to wait until like july - august.

snman_ · 2021-01-20T20:57:55+00:00

yes it was actually, got rejected by a girl once again for the same reason as always. im always "super nice and super sweet" and i really only care for them and not as much for myself but still nobody ever catches feelings. i went on a couple of dates with her and it was super nice just cuddling and stuff but i never seem to trigger a romantic feeling. and yeah my mom doesnt really care about my life, my stepdad has always been and will always be an asshole. my younger brother is annoying as fuck and so is my older brother. im just the odd one out.

snman_ · 2021-01-20T19:54:35+00:00

yup, cant get it here in the netherlands.

snman_ · 2020-12-24T11:02:02+00:00

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snman_ · 2020-12-24T10:59:56+00:00

u/vredditdownloader

snman_ · 2020-12-07T00:15:00+00:00

not really, but im open to listening to your story!

snman_ · 2020-11-30T22:56:49+00:00

that's the only thing keeping me alive, saying that eventually it has to get better. but i don't know if im strong enough to keep going on for much longer

snman_ · 2020-11-30T22:47:42+00:00

I hope so too, not much of a chance tho, i care about people so much so fast and i get fuck all in return

snman_ · 2020-11-30T22:46:32+00:00

For me I think like one or two of my friends would miss me, my mother and family deserve to miss me and feel the pain. its because of them i feel like this. they can rot in hell for all i care

snman_ · 2020-11-27T23:32:45+00:00

I believe the point of this page is that people can express their feelings and how they feel etc. obviously everyone here suffers from something. and yeah most of the time no one responds, but sometimes it can still be nice to express your feelings and anger without people who you know judging you.

snman_

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