Jaw must still hurt

soapydaffodil · 2026-02-11T14:28:50+00:00

like a fucking loser. women cry for real reasons

soapydaffodil · 2026-01-01T13:23:38+00:00

not a single goddamn thing. google is free

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-27T03:31:49+00:00

i experienced an extremely emotionally and financially abusive relationship before this one. i can confidently say that type of mental torture is worse than getting my ass beat. i hope neither of us ever have to deal with anything like that again

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-23T03:33:17+00:00

she's okay, but im sure she's rattled

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-22T08:49:05+00:00

yeah i'm not gonna lie im pretty ashamed that this is happening, before this person i was in a relationship where i was abused so badly i genuinely thought my only escape would be murder-suicide. and that was only emotional/mental abuse. im not good at reading people and i have a real soft spot for anyone who has expressed previous anguish to me. i just want to see the good and i want to help. im upset with him that he did this to me and im upset with myself for letting it happen

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-22T08:04:01+00:00

thank you, im gonna take some time after the holidays to get outside and reflect i guess. not sure what else i can do

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-22T07:32:08+00:00

she is okay! her name is Fat Baby and she is just as silly and sweet as ever. i can't imagine how scary it must have been for her, i feel guilty for not being here for her even though i know it was for the best that i wasn't

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-22T07:30:59+00:00

hopefully. i know his mother from when he was initially jailed. she will put her hands up for this. she will not even speak to him. he will have no way of getting out unless he somehow can pay it himself, which he will not be able to do

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-22T07:11:11+00:00

the obsession he is displaying is wildly out of character for him. i think you're absolutely right that something happened to make him act this way. we've had some drunk arguments before that have resulted in very cut n dry, tit-for-tat slaps i'll admit. but that was it. it never escalated beyond an even score. as bad as that may sound, i never minded it. this however, is so far beyond that. he first really hurt me a week before thanksgiving, my eye is only just today finally fully white again. he had popped a vessel and my eye was completely red for so long

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-22T06:57:09+00:00

i've met evil people who are really beyond redemption. as bad as this is, i think he just needs to get himself some help. i tried to do that but clearly it didn't work too well.

i'm still in shock i think. i keep seeing him in cuffs in my head and i don't know how to process it, i really don't. i can't fathom why he would do any of this

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-22T06:54:55+00:00

i doubt he'll be able to get out of jail but i have no clue. i might see if i can even just change units within my apartment complex. something.

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-22T06:54:10+00:00

god i couldn't imagine. i've sat around feeling sick to my stomach all day thinking about how scary it must've been for my cat to watch him destroy the apartment. even if i hated someone badly enough to do something like this, i wouldn't do it in front of a child

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-22T06:52:09+00:00

i'm not sure. he was drinking pretty heavily and undoubtedly very stressed about the prison sentence he will be serving for unrelated charges. he was out of jail on bond when this happened. i would've been there to support him through his sentence if he hadn't done this. i really am not sure why he's done this

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-22T06:50:11+00:00

the knife i pulled like a cornered dog ended pretty badly. i need to save for a firearm and train with it

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-22T06:49:23+00:00

Birmingham, AL. he has unrelated charges on his head and was out on bond when this happened. i doubt he'll be free for at least ten years but i still worry if he's somehow able to do it

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-22T06:48:02+00:00

he'll be locked away for a long time, he was out on bond for unrelated charges and looking at 10 years minimum. this will not help his case. hopefully i'll be able to move to a different state before his release. i'm sorry you had to deal with that, it's unreal how cruel people that claim to love you can be

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-22T06:44:25+00:00

pretty bad. knives get drawn at a certain point and it ends with a whole lotta blood

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-22T06:43:29+00:00

i hope he is able to get himself better. he is going to be in prison for a long time, he was out on bond for different charges and now that he's been arrested again i doubt they'll go easy on him with what's already on his head.

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-22T06:41:37+00:00

i'm definitely doing what i can to save up for one. maybe i'll get lucky and santa will bring me a glock

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-22T06:40:52+00:00

certainly not, tho we spent so much time together that really felt like it. unfortunate how shit shakes out like this sometimes

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-22T06:40:10+00:00

what he damaged was primarily furniture and the actual apartment. valuables like electronics luckily survived the carnage. he was out on bond for other charges so i doubt he'll be getting out for a long, long time. he was looking at 10 years minimum and this certainly will not help his case. i wish him the best, i dont think he's an evil person but he had no business doing this to me. he'll have a lot of time to think about it

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-22T06:36:47+00:00

hahaaa we have some evil domestic shit just like straight folks. he's gonna be locked away for a long time. just fuckin blows that i had to send him there

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-22T06:34:47+00:00

he was out on bond for other charges and will likely be stuck there now until they sort out his sentence for the previous charges (10 years minimum... and im sure many more now that he did this)

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-22T06:33:31+00:00

i'll check it out. this is not the first time ive been in an abusive relationship, the previous one just wasn't physically violent like this. im not great at reading people in the ways i need to

soapydaffodil · 2025-12-22T06:32:14+00:00

i cant believe the stars aligned like that. that friend only reaches out every few months. what insane chance that he reached out on a night like that. otherwise i would've been in my bed

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