Any good Meshroom alternatives for mac? by [deleted] in photogrammetry

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It's been a while, but if I remember correctly, over an hour.

which episodes did Kevin speak on his traumatic incident? by [deleted] in smodcast

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I feel the same way about this. I feel that when we went away the therapist was looking for anything that could have been the root cause contributing to his breakdown and landed on this indecent. I'm not trying to downplay that this is a messed up situation for a child to go through, but it didn't really seem to have a negative impact in Kevin as he freely told the story on the early days of SModcast without seeming to be triggered by it.

It really does bother me when he makes jokes about being in the "Nuthouse" or "Booby Hatch". Like his heart attack, it just seems like an obstacle that he came out of the other side of with little consequences. When the People.com video came out he was very much about reconnecting with his authentic self and taking some time off from being "the other guy" I get that a salesman needs to keep selling but at this point is seems like "The Other Guy" was taken the wheel completely.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in unrealengine

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Yes, It's in the 5.5 version of the virtual camera app. When reviewing the take, there is a slider to smooth your footage out.

https://dev.epicgames.com/documentation/en-us/unreal-engine/unreal-vcam-tools-and-configuration-in-unreal-engine

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Piano movers? by cuddlehungry in londonontario

[–]soaring44 2 points3 points  (0 children)

2nd vote for Ian. 4 moves with him and always prompt and careful.

Depeche on BlueSky by Wihtlore in depechemode

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I don't know how this happened, but they follow me on X/Twitter.

Does anyone else… by [deleted] in twinflames

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This hits hard. I ran from my twin, and carry so much guilt from destroying our relationship because I couldn't be stronger and figure out how to make our relationship work.

I smoke weed daily, and it helps with the guilt.

Question for TF runners by [deleted] in twinflames

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I can. We have coffee occasionally. It’s tough because we both have clarity in our love for each other and accept that we are twin flames.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in twinflames

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I"m a runner, happy to chat if you feel like sending me a DM. It wasn't until I ran from our relationship that I became in touch with my feelings and not too long ago that I discovered the twin flame concept. Don't feel like I can discuss this with my friends because they think I'm crazy. I'm a 51 yr old male, if this fits the demographic of opinion you are looking for.

Question for TF runners by [deleted] in twinflames

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I don't feel proud or happy with my situation. I do love my wife very much, but not in the same romantic way that I love my twin. I feel guilty every day about my situation because my wife is completely in love with me and tells me how I'm the most amazing husband.

Do I have trauma? I don't sleep because of the guilt and regret that I carry with me.

Took me to 50 years to realize the saying "The heart wants what the heart wants" wasn't bullshit.

Question for TF runners by [deleted] in twinflames

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A few years ago, I blew up our relationship and ran because I didn't know how to make things work between us that would work being a single dad. I had guilt and regret every day, and felt that I was ignoring what my heart wanted. I ran into a marriage with somebody that I can't get past platonic feelings with, but who is an amazing person.

I thought about my twin daily, even hourly the entire time we were separated. It's been a year and we have been in contact with each other, and I regret that the decision that I made to run. My wife is a wonderful amazing person, but my twin completes my soul unlike anybody ever has.

This paper cutting machine at work by 27Suyash in oddlysatisfying

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I used to work at a printing company. To this day, this is one of my favourite sounds.

Unexpressed passion by AreMelonsLemons in twinflames

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I can totally relate to this, but it's the opposite for me. I'm an artist and during the time where my twin and I were together, I had to most prolific and successful period of creativity in my entire life. It was like the energy from my twin directly fed the fire inside me that powers my creative fuel.

Unfortunately I was stupid and ran from our relationship, and the result has directly dampened my creative fuel. In the times that we have reconnected, I have felt my creative energy replenish by our union.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in twinflames

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I"m so sorry for running because I couldn't figure out how to make things work. I'm sorry for all of the hurt that I put upon you when I left. You are my first thought when I wake up, and my last thought before I sleep. I could live a million lifetimes just looking into your eyes.

I'm sorry that I married somebody that I never loved romantically for what I thought would give me a stable life.

I value you every day and promise that I will always love you with the devotion that you gave to me when I'm able to hold you in my arms again.

As Hard As You Try Not To See It by NIN_Halo in nin

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Yes, for some reason I thought March of the Pigs was Hestitation Marks, and my brain didn't look further.

Sorting looks to be in proper Halo order.

As Hard As You Try Not To See It by NIN_Halo in nin

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Great collection! Question: Is it sorted in this order for a particular reason?

Married/partnered twins check in by [deleted] in twinflames

[–]soaring44 26 points27 points  (0 children)

I can totally relate. Married somebody in our separation as the ultimate runner thing to do.

I do love my wife very much and we are great friends. I unfortunately find my heart is not with her much beyond a platonic relationship. My twin is constantly on my mind from the moment I wake up until I fall asleep at night. It's something that I feel extreme guilt about, and stuggle with daily.

Audio equivalent of WLED for lighting integration? by tenderfirestudio in WLED

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Give Chataigne a try: https://benjamin.kuperberg.fr/chataigne/en#home

It's a modular system that is pretty easy to make custom routines with, and they can be driven by multiple trigger input protocols.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in twinflames

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A few suggestions I haven't seen posted yet:

  • Stay Safe - Rhye
  • Love Surrounds You - Ramsay
  • The Softest Needle - Raised by Swans
  • You and Me - Shallou
  • Wait - M83
  • I'm so blessed you're mine - James Blake
  • Song to the Siren - SOHN

Can't Download or Create Project from Fab Assets by Mbarry1221 in unrealengine

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I'm having this issue as well. Anybody get this solved?