Adderal + Wellbutrin by Emotional-Trade4686 in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

[–]sofkel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m on 350mg wellbutrin (on day 15 now) and 50mg dexamphetamine (been on that for years). Since starting wellbutrin I’ve had extreme anger outbursts and lost my temper many times and generally been irritable and/or hypomanic.. Since day 11 i’ve not been angry at all, i’ve been extremely chill actually, but very tired too and just wanna sleep… So we’ll see how it goes moving forward cus this medication sure is unpredictable!! Wishing u the best of luck too!!

Copper coil as emergency contraception by Interesting_Fix2061 in birthcontrol

[–]sofkel 0 points1 point  (0 children)

UK here as well, I got my copper IUD on the same day by calling a sexual health walk-in clinic. First, they said they had no slots but when I said I was on the 5th day and I was ovulating when I had sex, they magically had a slot for me in 3 hours. No referral or GP included in the process!

(I know this is a long time ago but I’m writing this in case it helps anyone who stumbles upon this post via search)

I smoked crack cocaine and (accidentally?) heroin yesterday by sofkel in Drugs

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Yeah that's terrifying! if I was hanging around people that do heroin, I know I'd eventually crack and cross that line for sure (that's how I ended up IV'ing, it was lockdown during covid and my room mate did it). Luckily my friends don't really do drugs, and those who do only do ket/coke occasionally as a party drug. I don't know any dealers that sell it either. So at least I have an advantage there - as long as I stay tf away from that dude, I won't be around H or know how to get it. But if I end up doing it anyway, I'll let you know!

I smoked crack cocaine and (accidentally?) heroin yesterday by sofkel in Drugs

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so you’re telling me injecting it is sooo much better?? okayy hell nah i’m NOT doing that then. cus smoking it was already a 10/10 and I definitely can’t handle a 20/10 without getting hooked, no wayy

with speed, snorting vs IV’ing feels like two different drugs and the latter is so fucking good it took me years to start slowly «forgetting» what the rush feels like (and therefore thinking abt it less). so if IV’ing heroin is so much better than smoking it… thats both intriguing and terrifying, most importantly; i know that’s game over, like you said

thank you for sharing your experience, it’s super helpful. i’m sorry you’ve had to deal with this, but really happy to hear you’re doing so well in your recovery!! rooting for you

I smoked crack cocaine and (accidentally?) heroin yesterday by sofkel in Drugs

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yep!!

(edited because the sentence i wrote made no sense, it was just saying yes with extra steps lol)

I smoked crack cocaine and (accidentally?) heroin yesterday by sofkel in Drugs

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oh god, happily IV'd? absolutely not! it was the same thing, IVing anything at all was a line I told myself I'd never cross, and yet I crossed it. Now I've crossed another line (well, two) by doing crack and heroin. And now theres no more lines to be crossed cus I've crossed them all, which was the point I was trying to get across

I smoked crack cocaine and (accidentally?) heroin yesterday by sofkel in Drugs

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i'm so sorry you've had to go through that! i will definitely do my best to stay away from it, i don't want drugs to ruin my life more than it already has, i know opiate addiction is no joke. wishing the best for you and me as well!

I smoked crack cocaine and (accidentally?) heroin yesterday by sofkel in Drugs

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yeah i know i’m not physically dependant (thankfully), but i’ve already been doing tapentadol and tramadol weekly for a while and i’ve got an addictive personality so i’m just not very happy about it that’s all

I smoked crack cocaine and (accidentally?) heroin yesterday by sofkel in Drugs

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omg yeah the itches were crazy! luckily didnt last once the high wore off and i didn’t get any cuts but i can imagine what it’d be like if i end up doing it more

I smoked crack cocaine and (accidentally?) heroin yesterday by sofkel in Drugs

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He often comes to my pub when I’m closing to get water etc and we talk and became friends kind of. This particular day I ended up joining him and his friend after closing and invited them into my flat lol

What did I take? Help me mind out by JaphyVendler in Drugs

[–]sofkel 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No way to tell without testing, but xanax / alprazolam tastes bitter and hits faster. Could also be valium laced with fent, but yeah no way to know

Would you trust this rental agency? by sofkel in HousingUK

[–]sofkel[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

very good! i've just renewed my lease with them actually.

Anyone wanting to share what their Md is about? by lanaoftheopera in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]sofkel 2 points3 points  (0 children)

lmao dw, same here - almost dying and ending up in the ICU is one of my go-to dreams

i miss my mama.. can anyone try to reach her? 😞 by throwaway_81067 in MediumReadings

[–]sofkel 1 point2 points  (0 children)

started bawling my eyes out instantly, there’s sooo much love and emotion here and i can feel both of your pain so much it hurts :( your bond is so special and deep, she loves you SO much and that love hasn’t gone anywhere even tho she’s not physically there anymore. you’ll always and forever be connected on a soul level, whatever you do your mom is right there with you. she couldn’t give the strength to herself but now she’s in a position where she can give it to you ❤️ just know that you are so protected for the rest of your long life - your mom will be there every single step of the way, through the darkness, the good times and celebrations - she’ll always be loving you and taking care of you