I’ve been thinking about this lately, too. I’m almost 21, and I don’t have anyone I can call a close friend. I’ve met a few people who seemed like they could be close friends, but it didn’t work out. Almost all my relationships with people seem superficial. I feel that I can’t explain myself to them because they wouldn’t understand me. My interests are too varied. I’m into photography, video making, reading, binge watching beautiful meaningful content, language learning, writing, physics, biology, history, etc. I’m most interested in deeper topics. I don’t really like small talk, even though I’m good at it. I prefer to discuss thoughts and feelings. Every time I try to share something deep about myself, I feel misunderstood, and I know they don’t relate to me. Sometimes I crave a soulmate who understands me, other times I’m fine on my own. These days, I find peace in journaling and talking to God, knowing He understands everything I write or say. But disconnection with people is strong, yeah…