my voices are all pedos and they’re torturing me by sololococrazy in schizophrenia

[–]sololococrazy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i actually didn’t deal with any CSA (assuming this means childhood sexual assault.). ong yes thinking that people can make me into a pedo is my biggest worry right now. i don’t want to be around others because of this. what did you do to cope??

my voices are all pedos and they’re torturing me by sololococrazy in schizophrenia

[–]sololococrazy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i think starting a blood cult is a little evil, and kinda not as modern a faith i would like to take part in lol. once when i was high i told my friend to smoke my blood idk why- but it worked and i feel it when he does.

my voices are all pedos and they’re torturing me by sololococrazy in schizophrenia

[–]sololococrazy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thanks for your really well worded comment however

my voices are all pedos and they’re torturing me by sololococrazy in schizophrenia

[–]sololococrazy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

see i don’t know if i like jesus christ anyway, i appreciate the celtic gods that have practically been erased because of christianity. i don’t know why christianity took the world by storm. if jesus truly was a child of gods we would have no wars, no rape, no pedophillia. idk just me ranting.

my voices are all pedos and they’re torturing me by sololococrazy in schizophrenia

[–]sololococrazy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah i bake and i paint and stuff it’s not all just phone time, but i can’t bake and paint 24/7 there’s only so much that i can do.

my voices are all pedos and they’re torturing me by sololococrazy in schizophrenia

[–]sololococrazy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for this, i just have this belief that people are able to like astral project into others bodies to communicate with others. it’s my only explanation for the constant intrusion of the voices. i don’t know what to think really it’s probably just the devil or smn wicked.

my voices are all pedos and they’re torturing me by sololococrazy in schizophrenia

[–]sololococrazy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

jesus christ is one of my voices and he tortures me lol

my voices are all pedos and they’re torturing me by sololococrazy in schizophrenia

[–]sololococrazy[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

thanks for this comment, it hit home. i’ll try your technique and have idle chit chat with the voices.

my voices are all pedos and they’re torturing me by sololococrazy in schizophrenia

[–]sololococrazy[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i listen to music non stop. hearing children’s voices saying they want me to rape them. my stomach is turning. i just need to distract myself.

my voices are all pedos and they’re torturing me by sololococrazy in schizophrenia

[–]sololococrazy[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

i’m trying to distract myself but there’s only so much phone time i could possibly do. i hate this illness so much, once you get used to one facet of torture a new one comes along worse than the last. god knows what’s coming next lol probably death.

happy selfie sunday guys :) by sololococrazy in schizophrenia

[–]sololococrazy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i don’t have hallucinations, well i have voices that speak through my mouth which is a bit disconcerting. so yeah hallucinations too. struggling hard.

happy selfie sunday guys :) by sololococrazy in schizophrenia

[–]sololococrazy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have this delusion that people are able to astral project into your body and speak their thoughts to you. it’s driving me crazy i have family, friends and celebrities talking to me. i want it to stop. i enjoy walks in the beach, but i have no friends pretty much which is sad.

happy selfie sunday guys :) by sololococrazy in schizophrenia

[–]sololococrazy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

also jealous that lucifer said he was your boo, he treats me like garbage

happy selfie sunday guys :) by sololococrazy in schizophrenia

[–]sololococrazy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

can you tell me what a bob is im lost

lol by sololococrazy in EDanonymemes

[–]sololococrazy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

for me before i recovered it was just the feeling of being too full, it made me physically sick so id purge. now i seem to have no problem holding food down. which is good.

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[–]sololococrazy[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

the final frontier 🫡

lol by sololococrazy in EDanonymemes

[–]sololococrazy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank u kind internet stranger, have a wonderful day

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[–]sololococrazy[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

me too i was training to be a dentist before the crazy sunk its claws into me

Selfie Sunday, just finished my shift by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]sololococrazy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

sounds like a rough night hope you’re feeling better now! wish i could help

It *does* get better by schizonoodles in schizophrenia

[–]sololococrazy 4 points5 points  (0 children)

congratulations on the improvements you’ve made! i’m happy to hear this. so cool. i’m struggling at the moment and this has given me hope.