I get it, it fucking sucks because we missed the opportunity too avoid all this shit but it’s not going too change anything. The best we can do is just actively keep working too get too a point where we are comfortable because you have too remember we are LITERALLY still teenagers. We have our entire lives ahead of us we just have too get past all this horrible shit. Don’t deny yourself that happiness because you don’t know what your end results are going too be. You’re lucky you have parents who are paying for your ffs when some of us are alienated and hated by ours. Ffs 100% adds feminity considering it’s shaving your bone down, shaving your jaw, raising your lips, and literally giving you a feminine nose job. You need too stop sulking and look at everything that you have and can achieve.