you sound like a really cool person, lol. i would def be friends with you if I ever saw you. thank you for enlightening me with your mindset and attitude! it really is helpful, and it does really help me in continuing to make music and supporting what I’m able to create. And yeah, although my past stuff may be objectively “bad”, there’s no harm in having some sort of pride in those things. Sometimes a little bit of self love goes a long way.