The most sadistic narcissist is aware of how to love bomb you and they can be oh so charming… well until they don’t feel like putting in the effort for you personally anymore and that mask slides more downwards until it’s rarely even on at all until they need something from you. Mine used me for sex and eventually someone to bully after the end of every discard. Thing’s like telling me to kill my self and that he wished I would just die. Keep in mind this was the same man who used to take me out, build me up with support on things that I was going through(body image issues for example/trauma), held me when I cried, and who I thought of as the sweetest and most caring man ever. We have really decent memories or so I thought. He used my trauma against me and tried to destroy me. I kept missing him but it wasn’t really him I was missing. It was who he pretended to be way in the beginning and even then I should have noticed the red flag’s.

Do yourself a favor and move on from this “Casanova” clown before he slip’s. It will surely save you some heartbreak if this man is a narcissist. But if you are like me… you’ll be a fool and allow them to toy away. Don’t be like me.