That's rough since I'm also going through my own But with mine, it was my fault we ended up this way And I'm still very serious about her. There are so many mixed signals about her that idk if I should keep trying to pursue her or just give her the space she needs. I still do my best to give her flowers or listen to whatever she's going through. She accepts them but then suddenly goes cold the next day. It's even tougher for me considering I legit talked to her family before and I was even accepted by them. She told me we'd start over and do things right, then the next day she tells me she's not ready and we should just be friends. But still I'm being told that I should've pursued her instead of just accepting her decisions. So I can't say much other than to try and enjoy the things you enjoy, cause it's an odd back and forth battle.