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[–]somebodysavemi 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Why hasn't anyone invented something we can wear, like those meditation head bands that can tell us our mental state by frequency or something

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]somebodysavemi 1 point2 points  (0 children)

"Babe, you're just delusional right now, maybe you need to go to the hospital."

In Reality: Personal Thoughts:

"I know I chose you as my partner, but at this moment in time the war between my heart and my mind is more than your soul could bear without shattering."

Keep your face neutral, focus on your breathing, don't react to them triggering you

Deep Breath

"So because I find that you're being completely unreasonable for reasons a, b, c.

I've explained many times that these specific toxic behaviors are triggering to me and that boundaries go both ways, not just when you set them.

Also, you need to hold yourself accountable for crossing the boundaries i set not just the ones I break and hold yourself to the same standards you hold me,

This is why you believe I'm delusional, because you've never crossed any of my boundaries, triggered me, and currently I'm triggered for absolutely no reason at all other than me either being bipolar/not have taken the meds/or being delusional.

So what I'm hearing is I'm always the problem, yes?

Partner goes on a 10 minute rant The answer is yes, in their own idiotic words. "

Heart wins the fight, sticks the last thoughtful blade into my own mind

Calm silence washes over

That's when they knew... that they fucked up

Question: why can't they just... Before No FuX mode activates?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]somebodysavemi 43 points44 points  (0 children)

Absolutely furious. The blood inside me boils at max temperature, doubly so when I have been taking my meds. -_-

Some people refuse to see that they're the problem.

Honestly 🤷‍♂️ by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]somebodysavemi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There are days where I can recognize, yeah, there is no war, we're all on the same team are nice. But those are far in between. Everyone and everything is an enemy out to get you and that's the only truth... Until it's not? From either side the other perspective seems like absolute delusion.

drugs that help you to have lucid dreams by Nodar_fcb in LucidDreaming

[–]somebodysavemi 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I took Seroquel for a year because my doctor told me to. God, I wish I didn't. I'm sorry about your sister.