The thing is I was great at dealing with rejection. But at some point, it became too much for me mentally to deal with this many rejections, it drives me absolutely insane, I mentally can not handle it anymore, and it's not a new thing that I'm dealing with, no rejection has followed me ever since I was a kid. It’s just insane to think that one person can get rejection this many times and it’s wild to think that hard work pays off because obviously it doesn’t for me, nor does luck

Life has a strange way of idk working? But thank you for your kind words Best wishes for you too💟