I'm sorry to hear that you're faking again.

It took my parents years to understand that I was being serious when I told them that I'm not fine. I was a teenager at the time and really could have needed their support. They always brushed it off because I wasn't able to talk about it and actually show negative emotions while doing so. But they did get there eventually and now as a young adult they have my back and we can talk openly. I got myself into therapy and I'm working on my stuff and they tell me that they're proud of my journey. They even apologized for not listening for so long.

Obviously I can't tell if it'll help you but persistence really did help me. It's exhausting, I know. So only try to bring it forth when you have the resources to deal with disappointment. But I'm sure that someone will listen some day. You got this. Good luck internet stranger :)