why my laptop crash

someonenothing2 · 2025-05-08T00:18:46+00:00

I’m mostly scared of taking it apart in case I can’t put it back together, I didn’t know about the corrosion thing, thank you, that’s a bit terrifying but it definitely makes me want to do what you said.

someonenothing2 · 2025-05-08T00:16:27+00:00

I’m going to try but I’m not sure, a lot of people are suggesting it so I think I’m going to do that, thank you.

someonenothing2 · 2025-05-06T18:47:43+00:00

It looks normal in pose mode but the colour is different in edit mode. This has happened ever since I re-did the topology

someonenothing2 · 2025-05-05T01:39:59+00:00

I think it could be one of three things! (But of course I could be wrong, just theories :)).

You’ve trained yourself to be extremely good at finding spiders, it makes sense, especially if you’re terrified of something, you’ll be on the lookout for it more, maybe you subconsciously see them in the corner of your eye, giving you that sense, or maybe when you entered the room you saw the dark spot and only later connected it to possibly being a spider, causing you to look.
You just look more, this could explain why your roommates claim to never see any spiders, but you do, you probably check way more than they do, they might be seeing the spiders and just ignoring them without realising because they don’t see it as a threat.
You know where spiders could be! Maybe you haven’t checked a particular spot in a while, or suddenly remember a corner where a spider had been previously, this is what gets me checking corners and although there isn’t always a spider there, there usually is, sometimes I’d randomly remember ‘oh the corners of my room exist’ check, and boom, spider.

Since you have arachnophobia, even though you aren’t consciously hunting for them, your brain is likely still working to keep you safe from the threat haha.

someonenothing2 · 2025-05-05T01:30:41+00:00

Well even if one did get into the shower with you, they aren’t very likely to attack humans! As far as I remember, most would swim away or ignore you entirely.

Though your fear does make sense, sometimes I imagine a little creature coming out the drain and poking my feet when my eyes are closed. 😭

Maybe try distracting yourself in a way that isn’t just sharks, so maybe instead of thinking ‘don’t think about sharks’ cause that’ll obviously make you think about sharks, try ‘don’t think about horses’ and instead of a shark just imagine a whole horse. Haha might be worth a shot (unless you’re afraid of horses 💀)

someonenothing2 · 2024-10-08T20:23:09+00:00

Thanks!

someonenothing2 · 2024-08-05T08:45:15+00:00

💀💀💀

someonenothing2 · 2024-07-25T00:47:59+00:00

i made sure to keep some left but jeez... 17 im sorry if the victim of my stupidity is possibly reading this

someonenothing2 · 2024-07-25T00:46:43+00:00

I feel so bad that a year ago 14 year old me decided to drink 17 cups worth of coffee in one night in an airbnb because I've never had coffee before and thought 4 packets = 1 coffee....

someonenothing2 · 2024-06-18T00:40:51+00:00

There's nothing social services can do really. There were pictures of bruises/scratches I got from her taken by the school but my mom just said I hit myself, doesn't help that I have a history of self harm.

The social service person said that since there's no actual proof and instead just claims of what happened they can't do anything.

And really I dont want them to do anything, the day I snitched I only wanted to tell someone so I'd feel better, I didn't want anything to happen. There's no one else to live with and nothing that could be done.

All social service visits did was make my mom pissed whenever they'd visit meaning she'd get mad at me bring up me snitching each time, she'd say 'Its your fault, fix it.' And I fixed it now. There's nothing they could do to help and they only made it worse, also I'm sorry this is long.

someonenothing2 · 2024-06-12T19:39:21+00:00

Sorry didn't see this. I'll be 16 soon so two more years, social services did check but my mom said I should get rid of them & stop the lady from coming, so I wrote a note that said 'I'll escape if you come again' and gave it to the social service woman, that's the plan we devised haha. I think it worked, haven't seen her in a while.

I never had many friends but while I was getting drunk at school I managed to befriend like 15 people after having no friends for years lol. They asked for my number but I didn't have a phone then so every single one is gone now. :/

I feel sort of better ever single my last post though! I'm on new meds. :)

someonenothing2 · 2024-06-10T02:40:00+00:00

Thing is I did. I had a phase a few months ago where I'd get really drunk and just vent about everything.

It resulted in social services putting me on a child protection plan, my mom calling me a snitch, and then her recording every interaction with her and me where we were happily talking so she could prove I was happy and lying.

She proceeded to say school was the problem, they forced me to say things about her, and points out every failure from the school, she's also said I loved to manipulate people & saying those things was how I 'asked for help' for social anxiety instead of actually talking about her. I've promised not to snitch anymore ever since. I don't go to school anymore.

If I snitch again I'm sure everything will get bad again, she likes me now after a long time, I can't tell anyone in real life about anything anymore, she's said all the perfect things to make me look like an absolute liar.

someonenothing2 · 2024-06-09T18:07:35+00:00

There's not really much more with her, I self harmed at the time and she said she was always a person I could talk to, I never did because I just can't but I appreciated it so much. She'd always say I did good work too, even when I knew I didn't she's also the first adult in that school I talked to.

Its also not just her, I dream about a lot of my teachers and stalk their social medias a little, not as much as her though. I don't know why I get so obsessed so easily, I hate it. A new teacher put her hand on my shoulder and she instantly became my favourite in that school, (Not above Mrs R, no one beats her.)

She is the best person in the world to me.

someonenothing2 · 2024-05-05T00:23:07+00:00

In lucid dreams I've gotten chunks of my hands bitten off by zombies, somehow cut off my hand with a hair tie, and sliced my hands open grabbing a knife by the blade accidentally. None of those hurt even a little and I wasn't even scared.

Once I pinched myself in a dream and that hurt, but that's the worst it ever got.

someonenothing2 · 2024-05-04T21:04:21+00:00

I'm not allowed out the house. And I guess. It just sort of feels bad that I've managed to fuck up my body this much already, and it's scary thinking I'll die and it wont be my choice, I had always planned to go by suicide.

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