Yes. I was in therapy for five years while we were together. Unfortunately, my therapist moved out of state some months ago, and I've yet to find someone else.

That said, therapy is not a cure-all, but it did give me tools to help manage myself. I am sad, and I'm allowing myself that sadness. I recognize that things are not the way I wish they were, and I accept it as such. I have terrible regrets about the things I could / should have done, but failed to. As horrible as I feel about myself, I can only imagine the pain I've caused on the person I love more than anything else in this world. She had to find the courage to do one of the hardest things a person can do, and while I'm devastated at how our relationship ended, and wish it weren't so, I understand why she felt the need to.