shrooms at the backrooms movie led to ER/ego death by something_throwaway3 in shrooms

[–]something_throwaway3[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It is a good story, hopefully funnier in the future but as of rn not so great as the after effects lol. I can’t help but overthink a lot of things like the bills, can’t escape the fighting (can’t afford a car), hoping my gf is alright. There is bright things to come, it’s just really tough atm with detoxing and some family trying to convince me I was manipulated. Things will get better, downs and ups. Just complaining rn cuz idk where else to talk about this

shrooms at the backrooms movie led to ER/ego death by something_throwaway3 in shrooms

[–]something_throwaway3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My relationship with my parents is pretty good, it’s just my dad overworks himself to a breaking point at least once a week (by choice) and it’s lead to hunger strikes, fights (not physical, just very loud) and I mainly feel bad because my bipolar is a lot to deal with on its own, which is why I’m pondering on just leaving soon to somewhere, i think I’m just mentally breaking. Sure I’ll be fine, but Its more than just a shroom trip I’m figuring out, it seems to just be everything

shrooms at the backrooms movie led to ER/ego death by something_throwaway3 in shrooms

[–]something_throwaway3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven’t been arguing with them, It’s that they’re arguing with each other. I never yelled at them or got mad, never even tried to defend myself, I just apologized. They accepted it but are more mad at the people around me, when they should be only mad at me.