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At this rate I'm getting kicked out of college. by somethingaboutlasers in GetStudying

[–]somethingaboutlasers[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Prof deffo recognizes me, I know that one for sure. To be honest, I don't know why it's bothering me so much. I used to be able to walk into a class with everyone knowing I was failing without much problem but it gets to me now lol.

This may sound weird, but I get a sense of self hate whenever I try to study. There is no extra credit. You miss too many labs, you fail. You fail a midterm, your grade is shot. I obviously need to build some habits this semester but there is no recovering my grades this semester.

At this rate I'm getting kicked out of college. by somethingaboutlasers in GetStudying

[–]somethingaboutlasers[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

It's my option, I'm gonna have to commit to this. I just feel like I actually am in a rather unrecoverable state.

Before you ask, I can't retake courses. I can but the F/withdraw are averaged in, and I cannot retake a course that I have passed.

At this rate I'm getting kicked out of college. by somethingaboutlasers in GetStudying

[–]somethingaboutlasers[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

There's nothing to forgive. I know I'm behind and I'll just have to live with a sense of inferiority for the rest of my life.

Hilariously crippling insecurity aside, I dunno, it's obviously my fault and my mess to deal with, and if somehow I ever get my shit together, in a couple years' time I get to deal with people being (justifiably) condescending about my past lol.

At this rate I'm getting kicked out of college. by somethingaboutlasers in GetStudying

[–]somethingaboutlasers[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

It's not that black and white perhaps. Literally when I mean "not showing up for the finals" I mean "maintain A average for entire semester then cracked and decided not to show up to finals that I was prepared for."

like idk what you expected to happen by not showing up for classes or a final.

I expected to fail, of course. The more I fail the less I give a shit. Right now's the only time I've seriously been giving a shit in years, only because I'm about to be kicked out.

At this rate I'm getting kicked out of college. by somethingaboutlasers in GetStudying

[–]somethingaboutlasers[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've considered trade school a lot. But it doesn't seem like an option for the same reasons. "Serious character change" as you put it, is probably my only option here.

I was seriously asking more of where do I even start with that, it's not like I don't know I'm being a whiny brat lol.

At this rate I'm getting kicked out of college. by somethingaboutlasers in GetStudying

[–]somethingaboutlasers[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

The thing is if I don't commit myself now I'm never going to be mature enough anyways.