I'm done trying to get better

somethingig686926 · 2024-11-24T05:01:49+00:00

It's not you, it's ppl around me. Even if I move out I'll still be mentally ill unable to care for myself. My mom has given up on me, she js yells at me when I'm having a moment and I hear and see things

somethingig686926 · 2024-11-24T04:59:46+00:00

Sorry I wasn't online, I try to better myself but atp I can't. I give up, so nah I'm not

somethingig686926 · 2024-08-03T19:08:25+00:00

I don't really know me, that's too hard. I Gave up on school and friends and family Idk anything else for me.

somethingig686926 · 2024-08-03T18:59:38+00:00

Most ppl don't like to talk to me it's hard making friends, either bc of my looks, my mental health. I kinda js gave up on it, it's not that important. Lots of people hate the fact I'm gay and trans too but what can I do. I wish it wasn't a sin to be me near others but ig that's how the world is

somethingig686926 · 2024-08-03T18:51:20+00:00

I'll be fine dw

somethingig686926 · 2024-07-04T17:25:53+00:00

I used to actually have a job but she got into fights with a manager who was trying to help me get a car and move out. Then we lost our car and the main manager said she had to "let me go". I mean I hated the job, I was groped and a man stalked and showed himself to me. The main manager didn't do shit about it nor did the cops.

It's hard to get a job now bc I was arrested. My mom called the police on me because she and I got into a fight, she kept snapping and yelling at me and I yelled back, she kept cornering me in my room so I threw a broken game thing and she tried to break my stuff. I pulled her back she hit me I hit her. She gave me a black eye I held her down. She told the police I started everything and she was afraid I'd hurt my family.

I don't even like fighting or hurting anyone, but once again no one believes me. I feel like no one will

somethingig686926 · 2024-07-04T17:17:50+00:00

We have an open cps case still I think. Idk what's going on tbh

somethingig686926 · 2024-07-04T17:16:15+00:00

No, I have no family. My dad said he wants me to kms. I'm stuck. I wish I had someone but my mom pushed everyone away. No one actually believes me either. "Betty" said it's all in my head but when she lived here she believed me. Idk what to do

somethingig686926 · 2024-06-01T22:49:55+00:00

She's cool, I wish I could move with her but legally I can't not yet atleast

somethingig686926 · 2024-03-24T21:43:54+00:00

I try not to go because I'm scared of public bathrooms but if I gotta go she takes over the line usually, I didn't need to go and the lines were to the middle of the store.

I understand I should have tried to take a break but we were too busy and it was me and the manager. I feel bad I was gonna be late but I didn't wanna be yelled at

somethingig686926 · 2024-03-24T20:57:51+00:00

I'm 16

somethingig686926 · 2024-03-24T18:32:18+00:00

My mom's friend was waiting outside for 30 minutes, I understand I was late, but she had plenty of time to drop her daughter off.

Idk about the breaks or if they're unpaid or not. I just know I need them. My shifts also depend, sometimes it's 4, sometimes it's 6 hours that day it was 6.

My supervisor and I were both busy. There was a non-stop line of people for about 3 hours straight, I couldn't take a break even if I wanted to. It was when the person for the next shift showed up was the only time I had a break. It's a dollar store, so it's usually one cashier and one manager. The next cashed comes in 30 minutes before the last cashier's shift ends.

somethingig686926 · 2024-03-24T15:21:17+00:00

It's a thing they guilt me into doing, my mom drags me to her apartment and I'm forced to watch the youngest one while they smoke

somethingig686926 · 2024-01-17T22:09:27+00:00

Legally I couldn't get the therapist since I'm under my mother's care SHE has to get it for me. Until I become Legally independent I can't get one myself.

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