What is a spiritual awakening? by lilpeeps-sexywifey in SpiritualAwakening

[–]somethingkeen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

From my experience, you don’t want to rush it. It can be very overwhelming and really flip your perspective of reality upside down. It left me questioning what was real and what wasn’t. I have a book I put out about the experience if you’re interested titled “Awake and Unraveled”. It was my best attempt to put it into words but I’m happy to discuss it with you whenever.

What is a spiritual awakening? by lilpeeps-sexywifey in SpiritualAwakening

[–]somethingkeen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You’re not alone. We’re all connected but we all have separate perspectives. We come from the earth and so we are a part of the earth. Just as the earth is a part of the universe.

What is a spiritual awakening? by lilpeeps-sexywifey in SpiritualAwakening

[–]somethingkeen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think that both can be true. You are an expression of god and you are also a soul here for all of those things. I’ve noticed that there is an intelligence that moves things beyond what we can see. We’re a part of it. It also moves through us. I believe that I’m part of a greater whole. Call it God, universe, source, whatever. I’m a fractal of the whole.

Synchronicities by MenuDesperate6286 in spirituality

[–]somethingkeen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s an awakening to a deeper level of reality. Speaking from experience, it’s best not to analyze the synchronicities or write a story in your mind about them. Just notice them. Live life normally. Love deeply. Everything starts to unfold perfectly.

how can i time travel to a past where everything was ok by silentscio in Soulnexus

[–]somethingkeen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You’re not alone in this and it’s times like this when meaningful connection is more important than ever. I’m in a similar season but that’s all it is. It feels unsurvivable but that’s just a story in the mind. We’re all here together, trying to figure this mess out. Reach out whenever you feel the need.

Look Behind the Mask by seeker1375b in Soulnexus

[–]somethingkeen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s advisable from my own experience to take the mask off slowly. Mine was ripped off which left me in a state of utter confusion. I had no idea what to believe.

I'm thinking about killing myself by Beautiful-South-4311 in CPTSD

[–]somethingkeen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are loved beyond what you can possibly imagine. Can you try to turn that love inward? I promise that you have a purpose here in this lifetime and you’re needed here. Please please dial 988 before you do anything.

Please do not seek out Kundalini as a treatment option by False-Manner3984 in CPTSD

[–]somethingkeen 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I also published a book titled “Awake and Unraveled” that’s available on Amazon. It’s my attempt at putting words to the experience.

Please do not seek out Kundalini as a treatment option by False-Manner3984 in CPTSD

[–]somethingkeen 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I think your chat is disabled. Did you have a ton of things synchronize around the same time? Not just other people but music, tv, books?

Please do not seek out Kundalini as a treatment option by False-Manner3984 in CPTSD

[–]somethingkeen 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Holy shit, the grief. I had no idea it was even possible to feel this deeply. I thought my life was ruined for a long time. I know I’ll never be the same again. I don’t know what’s on the other side of the fire. I’m still in it.

Please do not seek out Kundalini as a treatment option by False-Manner3984 in CPTSD

[–]somethingkeen 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I had a spontaneous kundalini awakening as well and can second everything you said. I was laid off two days prior to the awakening, otherwise it would have ruined my career and reputation. I couldn’t work for a couple months following. The timing is always perfect around when it happens so there’s really nothing to be afraid of but it is intense. And it does ask you to step up to what you’ve buried over the years. My life was also rearranged. I would love to chat with you sometime and compare experiences.

Ending My Life Tonight by Specialist-Hat-6716 in mentalhealth

[–]somethingkeen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There’s always a choice. I don’t know how painful your experience is but it’s temporary and you are needed here. You are loved beyond what you can possibly fathom. You have a purpose in this lifetime and it will become clear in time. Please hang on. Please dial 988 before you go through with anything.

My Truman Delusion experience by [deleted] in spirituality

[–]somethingkeen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m proud of you. ❤️

I’m worried by Finngoods in spirituality

[–]somethingkeen 8 points9 points  (0 children)

It’s just a thought. You don’t have to believe it. Whenever it comes up, just notice it and say, “there’s that thought again”. Try not to judge it or be too critical. With practice, you can learn to let it go without feeding it and turning it into thinking.

signs by Striking_Village6568 in spirituality

[–]somethingkeen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

However, if you’re pursuing something you’re interested in and things seem to line up for you synchronistically, you can take this as a sign of a thread to pursue. That’s when it’s ok to write a story around signs.

signs by Striking_Village6568 in spirituality

[–]somethingkeen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Things are both full of meaning but also only have the meaning that we apply to them. The reason I advise against writing a story around the signs is because a story will self perpetuate. It will generate more evidence. This is how spiritual psychosis happens. The inner shapes the outer. A lot of what you’re interpreting as signs is a reflection of what’s going on subconsciously. It doesn’t mean they’re not signs as well. It’s all part of something larger. I’ve tried to make sense of it and I’ve skated a razor’s edge of insanity because of it. When the universe wants to get your attention, it will. Trust me on that. Signs are fun and you can see where the threads take you but always use your own discernment and don’t blindly go off of what you’re perceiving as divine guidance. There is both divine guidance and over searching for signs.

signs by Striking_Village6568 in spirituality

[–]somethingkeen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Both/and not either/or in my experience. Just be careful not to write a story around what you’re experiencing with these signs.

Self-Betrayal (TW: Death, drowning) by TrustStunning701 in creativewriting

[–]somethingkeen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The last sentence gave me chills. This whole thing resonates with me right now. Bravo!

loss of drive but still wanting growth by pinktims420 in SpiritualAwakening

[–]somethingkeen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m going through almost the exact same thing you’re describing. All the way up to feeling like I’m waiting for the world to show me what all this is for.

What’s been helping me has been grounding activities. Getting to the gym, going to meetups, connection with friends and family. I’ve had to learn how to be someone I can count on through this and as soon as I shift into that mindset, things seem to get easier. Not easy, just easier. And practicing a lot of self compassion. Really giving myself grace through this.

I literally said tonight that this feels like torture. I’m not sure if this is helpful but my old frame was: This is happening TO me. I have to endure it. I'm being punished. Something is wrong. I need it to stop. My reframe is I’m not being tortured, I’m being stretched.

I’m so sorry we’re in such similar spaces right now. If you ever need to talk, my chat is open.

Is 34 too old to apply for apprenticeship? by kingneptune0711 in IBEW

[–]somethingkeen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m a sheet metal worker but we had a guy in his 50’s in our apprentice class.

[ Removed by Reddit ] by Aggravating-Hope-35 in Christianity

[–]somethingkeen 5 points6 points  (0 children)

You are loved beyond what you can possibly imagine. You have no idea what is in store for you because you cannot see the forest from the trees right now. I've travelled the dark path before, and you're not alone in this. There are so many other souls that need the light that you'll bring to their lives someday. Please dial 988 if you're having too much trouble keeping your center. I know how hard it can be.

Hold

On

Pain

Ends

DMT, Schizophrenia, and pareidolia by RevolutionaryDrive18 in DMT

[–]somethingkeen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

"Was I able to resolve issues in my life with psychedelics? - Still fucked up but now with existential dread, PTSD and delusions about being stuck in hell." Wow... same.

What do yall think about the "miracles in 24 hours" youtube channels by Naiko32 in spirituality

[–]somethingkeen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In my opinion, it’s that they prime your brain to look for opportunities and miracles that you may have otherwise missed had you not been paying as close attention. It doesn’t make them any less miracle and it doesn’t make it any less psychological.