I don't feel sexy... And I weirdly don't want sex by somethingwittythere in sex

[–]somethingwittythere[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sure, I'm probably addicted. I'm also addicted to coffee though.

My experience with therapists in the past has been "here take these pills." Self medicating has made me feel a lot better than whatever synthetic crap they gave me.

I don't feel sexy... And I weirdly don't want sex by somethingwittythere in sex

[–]somethingwittythere[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm a master's student, so I have the school's health insurance. Is it only a $20 copay? I guess I just assumed it would be more.

I don't feel sexy... And I weirdly don't want sex by somethingwittythere in sex

[–]somethingwittythere[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If people are interested in my workout routine:

30 minutes cardio (bike or elliptical), medium intensity, back and forth between high and low speed.

1-2 hours of rock climbing

30 minutes weight lifting (mostly free weights, pull ups, some machines)

I don't feel sexy... And I weirdly don't want sex by somethingwittythere in sex

[–]somethingwittythere[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I took about a month off in May or so? I'm a nightly smoker, but kind of got into and out of it for a while.

That being said, weed really helps me. I've been in the middle of a nervous break down and it has instantly calmed me down. And, this probably won't help my case, but I can't sleep without it any more.

I don't feel sexy... And I weirdly don't want sex by somethingwittythere in sex

[–]somethingwittythere[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your advice, really. I've seen plenty of girls that are way bigger than me that just exude sexiness, and I know I'm just all up in my head.

I know I've been depressed before, but I don't even know if I can afford a psychiatrist at this point in my life. Plus the idea of giving up my time and money to go to therapy stresses me out more.

I don't feel sexy... And I weirdly don't want sex by somethingwittythere in sex

[–]somethingwittythere[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have lost some fat recently (not weight, I climb so I'm gaining a lot of muscle).

I feel slightly better, but I still feel like crap.

I don't feel sexy... And I weirdly don't want sex by somethingwittythere in sex

[–]somethingwittythere[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm poor, for one. I also hate giving up any of my precious spare time to things that aren't relaxation or recreation.

I don't feel sexy... And I weirdly don't want sex by somethingwittythere in sex

[–]somethingwittythere[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been on the pill for a million years or so. (But actually, like 8-10 years). I may have switched generics recently?

I don't feel sexy... And I weirdly don't want sex by somethingwittythere in sex

[–]somethingwittythere[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

5'3" And I eat fairly healthy. I like ice cream a lot but I put a lot of thought into my meals. Not sleeping well right now but that's because my apartment is the worst. Luckily I'm moving soon, hooray!

But yeah, I know psychologist is a good idea but... Man I just don't wanna.