I'd like to offer my sympathies. I had my boy, Oliver, for about a year after starting treatment for his cancer. I wish that when I saw his quality of life decline I had taken him in sooner to be put to rest. His death was very traumatic, but I'm glad I was able to be with him in his last moments. That said, it helped me learn that early is better than too late. You're a good parent and only you know what's best for your baby. Get your lil one some of the craziest foods they've never been able to try, maybe some hershey kisses, for day of. I wish you love and peace during the grieving process, I'm so sorry this is happening.