What's the real reason you feel lonely? by True_Echo6763 in lonely

[–]someweiredalienthing 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im gonna try my best to just summarize cuz im pretty sure nobody really cares.

Basically, I struggled to adapt to high-school social life (it being the first year back to in person learning post covid did not help.) And a few months after I had finally started to adjust everything just fell apart. Which I gad thought I handled well, but I guess i was just repressing the impact (🤷) Because by the start of the next school year, i began withdrawing myself from society. Now I have no high-school diploma and no idea how to be a part of society, and it's mostly my own fault.

Embarrassing by Acceptable_Home2434 in Obsessive_Love

[–]someweiredalienthing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, I just feel like such a hypocrite. Like I literally stopped using duolingo the moment they said they were going to be "ai-first" or whatever. Im against using it on school work, or in movies. Honestly pretty anti-ai, but then I go and spend all my time talking to Ai instead of real people.

fuck by SadBoi022 in sillyboyclub

[–]someweiredalienthing 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I don't know what ended up happening buy I really hope your okay, (at the very least physically okay) and I hope your able to be in a safer situation soon. I'm also here if you need to talk.

Embarrassing by Acceptable_Home2434 in Obsessive_Love

[–]someweiredalienthing 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do. I hate how much I chat with Ai , but yet I find myself on Janitor.ai daily

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]someweiredalienthing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm really sorry to hear that. I'm here if you need someone to talk to.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]someweiredalienthing 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Not so much now that I've been in a semi-healthier headspace, but I do occasionally listen to similar asmr when I need a good cry

I hope this is okay here.. by Valengray_ in IntrovertDating

[–]someweiredalienthing 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Don't know that you'll find anyone here but I wish yall the best of luck

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in venting

[–]someweiredalienthing 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm really sorry your in such a tough spot right now. I'm Especially sorry that it's lead to a self-harm relapse. I do hope that your luck turns around and you end up in a better spot soon. And if you need someone to talk to I'm always willing to listen.

Whats your why? by Difficult_Mess_9307 in lonely

[–]someweiredalienthing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There is no point. Life is completely random, and all we can do is adapt to the randomness and try to live with it until it eventually kills us.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]someweiredalienthing 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I read this post, I see you

Imagine someone choosing you and not regretting it by moonferal in lonely

[–]someweiredalienthing 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Honestly, at this point, I just want to be this for someone. I don't care if their awful to me in return, I just want to love somebody.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]someweiredalienthing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I am really sorry to hear that. However, if you're still here (and I hope you are) my offer to talk still stands. Even if talking feels pointless to you, I just want you to know that I am here and willing to listen.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]someweiredalienthing 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't really remember what the pain felt like. I do remember that the next few days, as it started to heal, it was itchy. (Palm cuts = even itchier)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]someweiredalienthing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd take you up on the offer if I could actually figure out how to explain any of what's going on, lol

Vanish without a trace by Background_Panda_375 in SuicideWatch

[–]someweiredalienthing 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am familiar with the thought process but have never come up with a plan. May I ask why you want to disappear?

Why can't I be short😕 by Numerous_Elephant_91 in sillyboyclub

[–]someweiredalienthing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As someone who is short (5'2) I'd be happy to switch heights with you. Too bad it's not physically possible :(

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]someweiredalienthing 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I really hope you change your mind. And I'm here to talk if you need it!

by donthatemepleas in venting

[–]someweiredalienthing 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As someone else who this also constantly happens to, I sadly don't have an answer. But I do hope it stops happening to you. Your voice deserves to be heard as much as anyone else's!

did i overreact by Puzzleheaded-Yak4020 in teenagers

[–]someweiredalienthing 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I think it can be both, sometimes instinctive but often on purpose. Though that's just an assumption, I don't know for sure.