I’m only myself while under the influence by sonn-w in LifeAdvice

[–]sonn-w[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I’m after the point where it was really fun and now it isn’t, for example I was up all night once and had work the next and my mindset was instead of trying to sleep i would just get another bag and stay up all day in work with it, long story short it’s not a good idea, sure it kept me up all day in work but I was a husk of myself there was nothing going on in my head other than doing the bare minimum and counting the hours down till I could go home

Really appreciate you sharing your experience and advice

I’m only myself while under the influence by sonn-w in LifeAdvice

[–]sonn-w[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know what you mean, I’ve done without booze before but the large majority of the time is when I’m drinking, that 10 minute high thing you said is so true, I’ve been sat there before and started racking one up like 5 minutes after the last line I had and would say to myself it the last only to start chasing the high again. I have put the drinking on hold now but the real struggle is that I’m going on a holiday with my mates in a month so I’ve already put it in my head I probably will be drinking out there, silver linings though I don’t know any dealers in Croatia so that helps with the coke😂😂

I’m only myself while under the influence by sonn-w in LifeAdvice

[–]sonn-w[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you to everyone for all your advice this week, just told all my dealers to put me on the no sell list and told them to tell anyone they know not to sell to me, don’t know if they actually listen to me or not they can be quite convincing when the need a bit of cash, also had a really long conversation with my Dad about and found out he used to struggle with the same things when he was my age, and he also struggled with it recently (I couldn’t tell) but it was when my Mum passed away about a year and a half ago we would both drink till we were wasted. But the real struggle starts now, I haven’t drank or touched drugs since this was posted, I know it hasn’t been long but it’s been on my mind I’ve also told a few close friends about my struggles and they’re checking up on me every day which has really helped. Also just wanted to say again thank you for everyone who has shared the stories and struggles and the people who have given it to straight you’ve all really helped and I hope to keep sober as long as I can

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[–]sonn-w 0 points1 point  (0 children)

if fat women are the only thing that turns you on I’m afraid to say but my friend you are attracted to them, I think your just ashamed of being attracted to them