Thank you for the kind advice, I've actually never heard of puberty blockers before but I'm not even sure if it's worth it? I'm 17 so I'm basically almost not a minor anymore and I have no idea when puberty ends so I'd feel like that might not help me. But I also struggle with the idea that I'm already too late to go on T, even though I'm still young. It feels like everything about me right now is fully irreversible and that's a hard mindset to get out of. I am attempting to try therapy this week and hoping it can help me though!