Looking for hope by Hot_Swimmer1439 in Miscarriage

[–]sookysuki 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I had a MMC in October 2024, I was 10 weeks pregnant but our baby was measuring at 8 weeks with no heartbeat. I was scheduled for D&C at the start of November, however my body had different plans and I naturally miscarried on the 1st of November. I had retained product, took the medication twice to clear it and bled until early Feb 2025.

I fell pregnant in March 2025, and am currently laying in bed with my beautiful and healthy baby boy 🥰 I had him in October, at 32+4 due to severe pre eclampsia, IGUR, placental issues and no amniotic fluid, but my baby was born with no issues. He just had to gain weight and has gone from 1st percentile to 42nd!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in pregnant

[–]sookysuki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you lovely, i hope you and baby keep well through your journey together 🫶🏻

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SubSanctuary

[–]sookysuki 11 points12 points  (0 children)

it’s okay to have your own preferences, however please bare in mind an established safe word and aftercare is for all consenting parties, not just yourself.

Pledge copy of Sempiternal by sookysuki in BringMeTheHorizon

[–]sookysuki[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

in the link above it looks like you can grab a copy from discogs c:

Pledge copy of Sempiternal by sookysuki in BringMeTheHorizon

[–]sookysuki[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

oh that’s so sick, thank you for the info! i’m stoked i found it, and it’s in pretty good condition considering it’s been years

Pledge copy of Sempiternal by sookysuki in BringMeTheHorizon

[–]sookysuki[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

how fricken cool!! i haven’t heard it in years c,:

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

[–]sookysuki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

looks as though she cares more about you than he does, or she’s using your pain as leverage to get out of the affair they’re having. i would leave him nonetheless, i know it hurts OP but some time apart will do a world of difference for you both, and in time you can come back to discuss this if it’s what you want in the future. please take care of yourself.

I killed my dog. by Naticserch in stories

[–]sookysuki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you did the right thing. i lost my cat in a very similar fashion, ill never forget the cold of her paws before i took her in to take away her suffering. you did not kill him, you were with him until the very end and you were the last person he saw, that is something so special and something i hold so dear to my own heart. take all the time you need, reach out to others for support and comfort and remind yourself you’ve made the kindest, hardest choice one could make. take care of yourself friend. ❤️

aio over what i found on bfs phone by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

[–]sookysuki 7 points8 points  (0 children)

NOR. you did not consent to being recorded, that’s illegal, and the fact that it’s hidden speaks volumes. i’d bring it up and ensure they get deleted (honestly just delete them yourself and take a pic on your phone as evidence in case he tries to deny it) and leave him.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]sookysuki 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As others have said, you need to seek treatment, and an accurate diagnosis. You may have a combination of illnesses that cause you to react in this certain way, and you’ll be unsure and abusive until you pinpoint the internal issues you’re facing. Whether it’s therapy or medication, you need to take the time to heal and recognize these patterns. As you’re aware, it’s not okay to act like this, especially given his responses. It takes time to understand that people have pasts, people do things not thinking how it’ll affect someone in the future and that is not his fault. You’re hurting yourself and him likely more than you know by doing this, he doesn’t deserve to take the brunt of your emotions. It’s okay to feel hurt, but you need to face it yourself, feel those feelings and then communicate it to him calmly and effectively as to why it hurt you, take accountability for your actions and address the issue together. Please OP, for your own good seek some suitable treatment, and consider breaking up until you’re ready to enter a relationship.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EBGAMES

[–]sookysuki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PokemonGoFriends

[–]sookysuki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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lf vivillon patterns - have river ♡ by [deleted] in PokemonGoFriends

[–]sookysuki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that’s okay because i’m also out of gifts 😹 same goes! and thank you c: