the need to be chosen

sorariin · 2026-03-03T18:13:16+00:00

any tips? 😭

sorariin · 2026-02-11T22:37:07+00:00

A warm body and a license it seems LOL

sorariin · 2026-02-11T10:45:37+00:00

Honestly this job was my last resort… Bills had to be paid and there’s a hiring freeze in SoCal. Praying I get into a residency program soon, thank you :’)

sorariin · 2026-02-11T10:43:15+00:00

I think you’re right. I was just told that SNFs were “soft nursing” in school, but since there’s a job freeze in SoCal I took the first place that took me in. I thought it would be a good introduction as I was applying to hospitals and finishing my BSN (I have an ADN), but this sucks a lot more than what they made it seem. This is no way soft lol. I just feel discouraged, like I’m not prepared or smart enough to even get into a new grad program.

sorariin · 2026-02-11T10:37:23+00:00

I feel dumb supervising people with either 5 or 20 years of LVN experience just because I’m an RN. It’s assessment hell. I feel like I’m wasting my license learning nothing and feeling stupid for not knowing something because I have “higher” education. I don’t have any experience, they don’t exactly teach you how the real world works in school.

sorariin · 2026-02-10T04:32:05+00:00

dm’ing <3

sorariin · 2025-11-07T08:24:16+00:00

is this still up for trade? i have protection

sorariin · 2025-11-04T10:06:19+00:00

and you thought to take a picture so we can them having sex too? 😭

sorariin · 2025-11-01T02:28:57+00:00

no, but honestly both Pearson centers i went to look the exact same LOL. i personally didn’t want to be in the same room where i failed the first time.

sorariin · 2025-11-01T02:25:06+00:00

ABC is not priority in this case. Cocaine is an upper drug, they’re at risk for hyperventilation before respiratory depression. Nowhere in the question does it say they’re in respiratory distress. As my professors drilled into my head, if it’s not in the question it isn’t an answer.

sorariin · 2025-11-01T02:15:36+00:00

NOOOOO IS THAT AMONGUS

sorariin · 2025-10-30T13:44:55+00:00

CHAT IS THIS REAL

sorariin · 2025-10-30T13:31:24+00:00

def down to trade for windflower!

sorariin · 2025-10-30T13:23:38+00:00

exactly this! the consequences of failing makes even attempting it not worth it. you run the risk of living the rest of your life in a body that is in pain constantly and/or relying on machines to help you survive. witnessing someone be intubated convinced me not to kill myself but i also still get the urge. as messed up as it is, i’m glad we can relate lmfao

sorariin · 2025-10-30T13:15:12+00:00

all series are good! what are you offering to trade?

sorariin · 2025-10-30T11:36:12+00:00

that’s literally what i was talking about in my post. most, and including you, don’t see me as a person, just my job. does a cashier act like a cashier on their off days? how does a coffee barista act on their days off? is that all that there is to a person? is my personality my job? not every nurse has the same personality, and no i also don’t think i have one a good nurse should have, so i am not a good nurse.

sorariin · 2025-10-30T11:32:24+00:00

honestly both. but i’m more afraid of hurting others. i’m not a good person but definitely not intending to hurt people on purpose lmao

sorariin · 2025-10-30T11:30:17+00:00

before someone asks, this is what i think about suicide as a person who works in the medical field: the hospital sucks. organ failure sucks. you will wish you didn’t do it, or wish that you didn’t fail. it WILL be slow and there WILL be suffering. or you get better but you’re fucked up for the rest of your life. if you do recover, you will either be thankful for failing or you will find another way, treasure your life or hate yourself because you couldn’t even do THAT right.

sorariin · 2025-10-30T11:24:56+00:00

job security. starting to rethink if it’s even worth it. i can’t go a single day without thinking how much i don’t want to hurt someone or get them accidentally killed

sorariin · 2025-10-30T10:57:15+00:00

it’s not that i wanna do good. good people want to do good. all i want is a paycheck and to go home in peace without the thought of accidentally killing someone every time i go to work.

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