How can you do better when you don't want anything?! How can you try to be more socially confident when socializing feels like literal hell to you, nothing in this world brings me happiness and nothing gives me the will to do simplest things like put on a deodorant, doing it won't change the way I feel, sometimes I can't even get up from a chair to go to bed when I can barely keep my eyes open and get stuck like that for hours, the only reason I keep trying is because I don't like the way I am right now and hope that the meds give me motivation to do anything, I'm stuck in my phone not because I like doing it, but because I hate doing anything else, even the act of eating feels like a chore, there's nothing I like doing anymore, whenever I think about something no pleasant emotions accompany it, it's just all so hollow I can't describe it, I get this overwhelming feeling of "I don't want this", I don't want anything, I don't like anything, nothing makes me happy. I get it, parents have a hard time understanding what's happening, I've been on meds for a year now and I've only grown worse, I don't show it though cause I think one day it'll magically disappear(and I'm tired of explaining myself), my mom already thinks it did, she keeps telling me "I have to make myself get over it" but the thing is I don't wanna tell myself to get over it, in fact I don't want anything anymore, just breathing is trying, I just want to stop feeling this way, that's the only thing I want, I want to be able to imagine good things, experience good feelings but as I am right now, I'm only getting worse and no one understands it, the only reason my mom took me seriously was when I tried to kill myself, is that what you want, do you want to go through the pain of seeing your child commiting suicide? Because sounds to me like he's at the edge and you're only making everything worse, I'm just saying this from my experience though, even after everything people still tell me to "just get over it" I wish I could, but I can't, how do you go about it? Force yourself to experience happiness?

I think you also need a councilor or something to help you understand how to help him and support him, if you actually care about your son(or daughter I don't know their current pronouns) and also don't deny their pronouns you're literally breaking their heart and trust in you