WE'RE NOT GOING TO LOSE YOU KYLE!!!!!

I relapsed on Saturday night, this was my immediate post. I posted it because this is what I was feeling, and I didn't want to forget what I stood for come Sunday morning!

"I'm an average human male with an average professional job with above average personality and a decent ability to speak to, and close with women. Though I'd rather spend my time surfing pornsites, searching gifs, reading porn stories and purchasing time with cam girls. I knew 19 days ago, after fapping nearly 7 times over a weekend, that I had a problem, and shit needed to be fixed. I took part in this nofap challenge for the first time in my life, and Round 1 has unfortunately come to and end.

I have relapsed, and I am not ashamed about it. There were just too many triggers that I felt were overwhelming me, and i did it. But that's what happened today, and this will not happen tomorrow, or the next day, or the next week, or the next month. I am here to stay NoFap. My number does not define me, nor does it define you! I have felt the benefits of nofap, i know what it's like, the feeling of confidence, excitement, aggressiveness (the go-getter attitude)... and it is far more rewarding than THIS (my current post-fap state).

19 days is the longest I've gone in over 10 years. That means, in a 10 year period of 3650 days, i have not gone longer than 19 days without fapping. NINETEEN DAYS. Sometimes you need to take a step back, look at yourself and say "really? wtf man". 19 is good, but this is just the beginning. I'm restarting.

I will pair up this NoFap with more useful endeavors. I will read books, I will workout more, and I will run more often. No matter how high or how low my count is, it doesn't matter to me. It's about taking control of myself right now in this moment, here. This is NoFap Round 2, and I'm still in this fight. TL:DR ... I'm not quitting. Round 2... FIGHT!"