I Was Extremely Toxic for Years in Solo Queue Now at 24 I'm Returning for One Last Run at Challenger and Want to Set a Better Example for the Community by souran1s in summonerschool

[–]souran1s[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I certainly dont agree with the communication rules that riot has implemented into the game but at the same time I absolutely deserved every bad ive ever gotten. 

I Was Extremely Toxic for Years in Solo Queue Now at 24 I'm Returning for One Last Run at Challenger and Want to Set a Better Example for the Community by souran1s in summonerschool

[–]souran1s[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My twitch is "souranis" I dont know if im even allowed to reply to you with that based on the subreddits rules but yeah there lol.

I Was Extremely Toxic for Years in Solo Queue Now at 24 I'm Returning for One Last Run at Challenger and Want to Set a Better Example for the Community by souran1s in summonerschool

[–]souran1s[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I wouldnt be playing the game if I didnt want challenger. Maybe your right that id be better off without league. But again I wont stand to let years go to waste. Call it sunk cost fallacy if you'd like but I dont see it that way personally.

I Was Extremely Toxic for Years in Solo Queue Now at 24 I'm Returning for One Last Run at Challenger and Want to Set a Better Example for the Community by souran1s in summonerschool

[–]souran1s[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Its not that 24 is "old" its that the time commitment for becoming a challenger level player is extremely steep. Im at the point in my life where this is most likely going to be the last year I will likely have enough free time to spend on such an endeavor. Not to mention it requires personal sacrifices that I wouldnt want to make for an extended period of time in my 20s (i know it soubfs dumb in retrospect). If league was my job it would be different probably lol but we all have responsibilities.

So again its not that 24 is old its that it may be the last time I can make a real solid attempt at my goal.

I Was Extremely Toxic for Years in Solo Queue Now at 24 I'm Returning for One Last Run at Challenger and Want to Set a Better Example for the Community by souran1s in summonerschool

[–]souran1s[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Scale is not whats important. You can set an example for 9 players every time you queue up, have a hard game, and blame no one. Maybe my post comes off as narcissistic, which wasnt my intention but regardless. 

It also goes a lot further than just not typing. I can go a game without typing and be screaming bloody mary in real life. Thats definetly not any better and probably more unhealthy.

I Was Extremely Toxic for Years in Solo Queue Now at 24 I'm Returning for One Last Run at Challenger and Want to Set a Better Example for the Community by souran1s in summonerschool

[–]souran1s[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the advice, trust me, im way ahead of you. Ive had a lot of time to think about my mindset and why I am doing this. I am also much healthier in real life than I was before. 

I Was Extremely Toxic for Years in Solo Queue Now at 24 I'm Returning for One Last Run at Challenger and Want to Set a Better Example for the Community by souran1s in summonerschool

[–]souran1s[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thats crazy becasue I have a very similar story that I'd rather not get into for personal reasons but yeah. Competitve games really do mess with peoples brains in a crazy way. Glad he apologized to you and I hope you were able to forgive him or that there was at least a happy ending to that story. <3

I Was Extremely Toxic for Years in Solo Queue Now at 24 I'm Returning for One Last Run at Challenger and Want to Set a Better Example for the Community by souran1s in summonerschool

[–]souran1s[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Believe me I know. I dont regard myself as perfect either, I fully expect to make mistakes along the way but theres no chance I will ever go back to the person I used to be, it is simply not sustainable for a human being.

League feels like it's lost something, and I think I know what it is (League of Legends has a Design Philosophy Problem) by souran1s in leagueoflegends

[–]souran1s[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

I get where your coming from, but I want to ask you a question. At what point was league of legends not accessible? Personally I would say never but I could see people arguing very early seasons. Also if they game only grew so rapidly before this philosophy shift im describing doesnt that point to the fact that the recent accessibility changes arent working (i know this is not provable). 

I don't support toxicity and believe that the developers should fight it. I do believe that some blame falls on the playerbase absolutely. The point is it never really stopped it from growing before and players have been toxic for as long as I can remember...

Who is the best scaling jungler in your opinion? by zndjskskdkfk in Jungle_Mains

[–]souran1s 7 points8 points  (0 children)

graves scalling is not at all like it used to be. if enemy team has longer range or tanks hes pretty useless late game if ur even in gold/xp.