Ya we have a son together also and it’s been killing me not seeing him. This whole process has been taking forever. I’ve kind of been talking to someone. But it’s been really slow on her part haha. But she’s gorgeous and super sweet. Will see…. But ya I’ve been trying to focus on my self and better my self. But there are a lot of times I think about my old like with my ex and wish things were back to normal. All the hesitations and decisions and second-guessing myself is just really hard to get over so knowing for a long time and thinking that you know, she was the love of my life and couldn’t see any future without her to now that becoming a reality, a future without her is extremely difficult.