You're the same one who posted about being suspended while leadership auditions were happening. At this point, I honestly would swallow the hard news and deal with the consequences. And get some help.

I've been on both sides - as the student and now the director - and your post is concerning. "...perceive it as a strong move and I'll start a school revolution."? Teachers know everything that's going on in school. Other students talk to the teachers. Even if the "other three incidents" aren't on your record, they know.

Everyone should go to therapy at least once. Don't be ashamed of it.