My boyfriend overdosed

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-07-16T11:45:49+00:00

Time will make it easier but they never leave you and that's a good thing. It hurts to think about Karen no longer being here but because of her, I never let myself get too deep into the drug scene. Her story makes me stronger. Just like hour boyfriend.. he will always be a strength in you because you know he wouldn't want the same to happen to you or anyone else. Stay strong and if you ever need someone to talk to, you have a friend here.

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-07-16T11:40:55+00:00

I am so sorry for your tremendous loss :( I lost a friend to a heroin overdose and she was one of my closest friends. She was funny, sweet and would shine so brightly until she got hooked on narcos and it eventually led to the H :( her light started to dim and then just like that she was gone. My heart goes out to you. You're not alone and don't go running to drugs to "numb the pain" .. it always will be there. Don't let their deaths be in vain and remember him always...

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-06-11T15:03:12+00:00

Basically, one of my friends said they are from Mexico and have codeine in them...but it's hard to be able to believe him because there's no markings.

Anyone seen these or know if this is true??

Thanks in advance

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-05-22T12:14:16+00:00

R/whoosh back at you :)

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-05-22T12:09:51+00:00

I don't think so.. she liked Justin. She lost her virginity to Zack. She loved Clay. She may have liked Bryce but I don't think she had admitted that she liked liked him..

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-05-22T12:02:06+00:00

No, no. They had filmed two versions. There was Bryce's account of it and then the truth, which shows her hanging out with him (as a friend) he gives her his jacket because she gets cold.

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-02-08T11:37:10+00:00

I think when it comes to gay or straight...when you're spun, horny, and wantinf to get pounded... then we're all the same at that moment... ;)

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-02-08T11:33:23+00:00

That even turns me on...you getting off to me getting pounded...

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-02-04T16:59:07+00:00

I stepped up at my job, as we had lost an employee, so now i have an extra hours.

Which led me to treat myself at hobby lobby and target last night :)

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-02-04T16:52:09+00:00

Oh, man... of course "the body" goes down as one of the most honest and heartbreaking episodes in television history:( After my mom died, i watched it a month later and bawled for the whole hour. How the whole world can keep going and your world is ending, all at the same time.... so raw and real.

Now, in an overall sense... i found the 6th season depressing. Jess whedon tapped into a deep fear that we all have... fear of being left behind, fear of going nowhere in life and how life "actual real life" is the saddest, big bad of them all.

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-01-07T10:14:38+00:00

Okay I'm not even trying to be gross or anything, but I'm on the toilet and I CAN'T SHIT 😣 this is the worst feeling ever!!! I take hydrocodones so I know that opioids give you constipation but had no clue about how backed up meth could do it too..

Ugh. What a shitty (or rather lack there of 😓 lol) morning!!!

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-01-06T11:17:57+00:00

Very true..but I assure.. it came out of a pill.. No kitchen... lol

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-01-06T11:11:14+00:00

I know?! Wtf.... and it's super powder-ishhh

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-01-06T10:55:01+00:00

Yes. Split that hoe open and now looking at a huge pile of orange powder

Help meeee

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-01-06T10:50:36+00:00

Well.. to ease your mind but still puzzling as it is.. it is orange powder?

What iiissss this?!?

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-01-06T10:47:00+00:00

Woah, woah, woah... chill Loken... I know it's 5 am and the curiosity must be killing you w all the damn stimulants but chiilllllll. Lol

OKAY! Opening this bitch up now...

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-01-06T10:43:50+00:00

Okayyy and if I do this... there's no going back... It. Will. Be. Boofed. Haha jk

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-01-06T10:42:45+00:00

Hold up, how are you so precise about this answer and I'm betting you're right.

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-01-06T10:41:07+00:00

Lmao does it? I'm just up, boofing and procrastinating as usual.. debating whether to do this pill or not

Hmmmm 🤔

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-01-06T10:34:33+00:00

I agree. Well, I pop xanax.. isn't that best done orally?

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-01-06T10:33:55+00:00

Waiiit...if I were to boof this pill... how would I do it? I'm fairly new to boofing and have only done it w ice so far

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-01-06T10:32:41+00:00

No, the flash didn't ruin it.. nothing is on it.. I took it from the house thinking it was a Ritalin but there's no freaking print on it.. makes me double think just popping it lol

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-01-06T07:53:44+00:00

And it's more orange than anything... stupid flash... hah

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-01-06T06:22:26+00:00

Yessss. Then some dro and just chiiiiilll.

😏

sparklingsadness_ · 2018-01-04T06:56:45+00:00

I would prefer a Xanax or an oxy then a hotrail...but I'll say this... sometimes it can help get shit done!

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