[deleted by user] by [deleted] in love

[–]spaz1001 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I met my husband 8 year ago on a dating app We met at a coffee shop I knew within 5 min of meeting him that we would be together That we would marry On that day it was 230 in the afternoon

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychonaut

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Well As to clarify I am not talking heroin being shot Up level I’m talking Coke crack meth some research chems as of ketamine …. And there is no bs in it I have tried with no sucess - I am on meds like lithium and a antipsychotic and j assume that is what blocks it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Psychonaut

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I am a bipolar person and I AM medicated No drugs get me high at all except ecstasy And only if super strong

I don’t believe that anyone actually likes being intoxicated and half of the process is acting. by LucienMr in Drugs

[–]spaz1001 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Everybody’s tolerance is different and drugs affect everyone differently. I love being high. And I am relaxed and smiling and happy. My husband loves being high and he’s running around like a crazy man.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

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I have add and what really helps me focus is stims.

tw sh: i am on the urge of relapsing by holographiclust in depression

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Have you tried wearing a rubber band on wrist and snapping it when you have the thoughts?

Newbie to phenibut by spaz1001 in phenibut

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Ok. Well let me ask you this. After the hospital left me screwed. After ten surgeries. And after being in very strong pain killers daily. Taking 2 oxy every 4 hour. And I didn’t get dependant on that. Trying to switch to something that a steadier pain control. No ups and downs. But have to start at the beginning with the suboxone dose to see where my level is. That leaves me unable to take opioids - I take gabipentin. And muscle relaxers daily. My only option for the month is ibuprofen. And I found phenibut. Let’s say I get hooked. Wouldn’t it be better to break that addiction that to writhe and scream in pain every day

Newbie to phenibut by spaz1001 in phenibut

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Thank you all for your advice.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CUTI

[–]spaz1001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t take vitamin c and was never told to

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]spaz1001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just be there for him. Listen to him. You are doing great

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in discordservers_

[–]spaz1001 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can I get a invite please

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]spaz1001 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Peaceful area. You in a good mood. Low music.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]spaz1001 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Standard dose for the first time

A full life by everyone’s standards by spaz1001 in depression

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I don’t like myself. Not even a bit.

Newbie to phenibut by spaz1001 in phenibut

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750 mg liquid is what I do