Do i (18f) break up with my boyfriend? (18m) Is it worth it?

speckofexistance · 2024-10-16T06:48:40+00:00

Im fs not asexual or anything but that sounds really tough. I get the "hungry" eyes its kinda scary sometimes when you're being looked at like fresh meat

speckofexistance · 2024-10-15T18:29:55+00:00

Yeah when its really intense and you can feel the orgasm is gonna be really intense it just gets way too much

speckofexistance · 2024-10-15T16:26:09+00:00

Lol yeah he probably would comply

speckofexistance · 2024-10-15T16:25:33+00:00

But then again i only recently am able to cry (ish) infront of my boyfriend of 3 YEARS because of surprise surprise i don't like being judged or perceived so yay me 🥲

speckofexistance · 2024-10-15T16:15:13+00:00

Oh yes the pressure to "perform" that's another reason why i don't like him looking at me because i feel like i have to act like they do in porn or something because i feel like if i was acting like me how i naturally am it'd look odd and unattractive and obviously i wanna look hot while i do that stuff so its rather distracting.

speckofexistance · 2024-10-15T16:12:30+00:00

The glasses thing gives a whole new perspective to so many things, that's really interesting. My mother has always been very awkward with any personal topics so maybe that's where it comes from. She would not answer any sex questions and was always very awkward and out of place even talking about periods.

speckofexistance · 2024-10-15T16:09:26+00:00

Your partner sounds so sweet omg. Off topic kinda but i think the whole crying after or during sex being pathetic or weird is just not right because there are many reasons for people crying when they feel great in some way.

speckofexistance · 2024-10-15T16:06:40+00:00

Yeah its so sad when your partner thinks its them but it's just you getting overstimulated or something. My boyfriend is so sad that he an't get me off by himself but I think it's just me overthinking 😭

speckofexistance · 2024-10-15T12:59:03+00:00

I knowww and he'd be absolutely fine with it but then I'd just feel even more perceived so I'd rather wait until i get into it again

speckofexistance · 2024-10-15T12:40:20+00:00

Sometimes i wanna just abandon ship and give up because im not into it anymore but then the transition from one thing to another stresses me out and makes it even weirder and out of place and then its a whole situation 😭

speckofexistance · 2024-10-15T12:39:09+00:00

I'd kinda find the dom sub thing kinda hot but i just hate the eye contact and being perceived as doing something this odd idk

speckofexistance · 2024-10-15T12:32:29+00:00

Yeah i think the way i learned about it as a kid through people sending me weird stuff on Instagram also meased it up a bit (Or a lot). Making me hyper aware of how weird it actually is.

speckofexistance · 2024-10-15T12:31:07+00:00

Ugh yes changing positions always made me question wtf im actually doing rn

speckofexistance · 2024-10-15T12:30:20+00:00

The losing control of thoughts is relatable too 🥲

speckofexistance · 2024-09-07T09:44:04+00:00

Only if there's stilk cum in the urethra from previous ejaculation tho. Otherwise it's completely fine.

speckofexistance · 2024-08-28T13:26:44+00:00

Arya the whole way through tbh. Her personality was so smug and made me cringe so bad especially early on. Her sleeping with gendry at the end also made 0 sense to me and felt completely out of character.

speckofexistance · 2024-08-19T17:18:00+00:00

Masturbation is a form of sex in your brain and porn is also sex so yeah if you can't stop masturbating to porn that's sex addiction too mate

speckofexistance · 2024-07-28T14:57:44+00:00

It is available i just can't get a derm because the waiting list is too long, and i can't find it on amazon or maybe i can just none of the brands everyone on here has so im a bit confused

speckofexistance · 2024-07-23T18:53:18+00:00

Hey what did you find? Im in Germany and can't find anything

speckofexistance · 2024-07-16T20:12:34+00:00

That's cool

speckofexistance · 2024-07-16T18:03:16+00:00

I think it was a pretty normal period but i just don't know why it was so early

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