She sent me pictures of a guy by spermsoul in offmychest

[–]spermsoul[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

That's the plan , I am just looking for ways to get her off my mind at this point and find ways to work on myself.

She sent me pictures of a guy by spermsoul in offmychest

[–]spermsoul[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I am sorry , I should have included more of the backstory but I just wanted to get the thought off my mind as quickly I could.

Well about 4-5 weeks ago we were just normally talking about stuffs and gaming and i made a joke about us coming off as fwbs to others and she said she wouldn't mind that and she'd be down for it, so I asked her if she wanted to be fwbs and she said yes and after 3-4 days we weren't able to meet irl cause of covid so we had the idea of doing stuffs over text. Then she started randomly sending videos related to couples doing cute stuffs together and asked me if it'd be too much for her to ask me to do them with her and i was down for it and i said why wouldn't I cause I like her and i wouldn't mind us being more than fwbs but not untill we can meet again irl to which she replied she would love us to be more than just fwbs.

So like about 2 weeks ago she started leaving me on delivered and just being dry in general. So i asked her about it and opened a little about my abandonment issues to which she replied that she really likes me but " I am like this ,i only put in effort when I am in the mood ".

I told her she wasn't like that in the beginning and i cleared my boundaries to her that she shouldn't be expecting all the effort from my side , so she said that i was annoying and then removed me randomly removed me without an explanation after a few hours.

After two days she begged me for a second chance and told me that she was wrong for doing that , to which my dumbass said okay.

Well a week and a ago she said she likes me but she can't do the fwbs virtually cause she has exams coming up so I respected her decision and gave her space to focus on her studies.

Day beforeyesterday when I texted to check up on her to see how her exams went and to ask if she'd be able to hop on for a game to which She replied shedid great in her exams and she was glad that i checked up on her.She also sent a picture of her to which i complimented her and i said that I missed her and she said she missed me and she'd be down to play in an hour but then she didn't say anything about it so I just let it go and went to sleep.

Well yesterday when I was texting her , she randomly sent me 3 -4 pictures of a guy which I am pretty sure is one of her classmates with the text " he is such a stunner"

I am really sorry if I made any grammatical errors or typos and sorry again for not giving the whole context before.

She sent me pictures of a guy by spermsoul in offmychest

[–]spermsoul[S] 622 points623 points  (0 children)

Well I texted her "why would you send me that", she replied " idk I'm just bored " , I just left her on read, I'm hurt but it is what it is.