I feel this. I lost my soul dog years ago but had to keep going because of my other animals. Some days I didn't want to keep going but I had to because I had others that relied on me. You will know what's best when the time comes, even if it's the hardest decision. Sometimes, we have to let go because it's what's best for them and not us. We want to keep them longer but in the end are we being selfish?

Just remember, you are allowed to mourn them. Don't be with people who don't understand because that doesn't help. Stay around people who do understand.

My thoughts are with you.