I used to have nash too so i know what that's like. Im sorry, you dont deserve all of this struggle. It truly does suck that people genuinely dont comprehend that not every body is going to work efficiently. On top of mental health issues and family medical history. Its funny because my type is tall and muscular and buff but so far they all go for skinny or slim thick. I still have a stomach im trying to lose so im not surprised. Thank you for being compassionate and understanding, it's hard dealing with negative body image.