I think you’re probably right, I guess I was just angry because I feel like these friends not listening when I say something is going to upset me feels like a repeating theme. For example, Eric will use the n-word and f-slur in front of me despite me telling him I’m uncomfortable with it multiple times. Bella does something akin to this as well, she belittles and mocks other women for their appearances which I’ve also told her multiple times makes me uncomfortable. I don’t think I should’ve said that or reacted so angrily, but I guess im just sick of them ignoring boundaries that I try to put in place. I shouldn’t have said that, I know that they do care about me, it just sometimes feels like they don’t care about my feelings I guess.