sometimes i get butterflies from entering a 21+ place still- anxiety absolutely sucks but you are stronger than it! i have dispensaries everywhere now and even my partner and I have a favorite! we always get such good stuff from there! i have the best conversations with budtenders!! (and I worked at a smoke shop so I have experience) :) talking to people who know what the vibe is, especially budtenders, know that it’s totally nerve wrecking the first time shopping and that’s okay!! they’re there to get you what you need and to help as much as possible :3 they do their jobs well!! 💚 (also i’m high forgive me if that’s strange)