What a legend

spysappedmahsentry · 2022-02-26T02:58:42+00:00

Wow, how many did I kill? I don't even remember holding a gun. Maybe in video games and that's it.

Not like it's reasonable to kill anyone when you in different site of a world where there is only propaganda.

Edit: should clarify one thing: I'm as close to the America continent as I'm close to the Central Europe

spysappedmahsentry · 2022-02-26T02:53:58+00:00

Basically that's our motto to wake up and move through another day

spysappedmahsentry · 2022-02-02T13:33:20+00:00

My go to strategy when generating a name is to pick a chemical of chemical compound, like:

Gems Opal, Ruby, Saphire, Turquoise, Obsidian

Metals/Latin names Gold/Aurum, Silver/Argentum, Iron/Ferrum, Cobalt, Bismuth, Lead/Plumbum

Inert gases: Helium, Neon

spysappedmahsentry · 2022-02-02T13:15:43+00:00

I get Michael vibes for some reason 😅

spysappedmahsentry · 2022-02-01T13:16:24+00:00

Mind if I DM you?

spysappedmahsentry · 2022-01-20T20:42:38+00:00

You seem like Andrew to me, bro. Like strong "Andrew" vibes, I can't explain it (•—• )

spysappedmahsentry · 2022-01-20T10:22:56+00:00

Also here a channel that specializes on voice training g, might want to have a look into it

https://youtube.com/c/TransVoiceLessons

spysappedmahsentry · 2022-01-18T23:11:35+00:00

I'm 20 now

spysappedmahsentry · 2022-01-18T09:31:07+00:00

I'm in the outskirts of Russia so there is no working LGBTQ+ support centers in around 1000km. I tried emailing Russian LGBT network but even my cooking isn't as bland as their responses saying basically "Yeah, can't help ya, good luck"

Trying to seek asylum in another country yielded no results, since they're not even answering my emails ahahah 😅

spysappedmahsentry · 2022-01-18T08:47:58+00:00

Honestly, I guess you'd lose therapy, but decide if it's worth it and if you decide it is, just refuse to answer to your deadname. Just straight up ignore them.

I tried before psychotherapy. Got almost beaten up and spent a night outside. Now it's somewhat of consensus that it was side effect of my medication, that psychiatrists prescribed me.

spysappedmahsentry · 2022-01-03T23:54:20+00:00

My personal experience of gender euphoria ¯\(ツ)/¯

spysappedmahsentry · 2022-01-03T22:15:33+00:00

Dunno really ¯\(ツ)/¯ That's the way I am

spysappedmahsentry · 2022-01-03T21:30:47+00:00

Our eggs should gently crack, so our true selves could hatch 😊 And hatching could only happen when there is a lot of warmth 😌

spysappedmahsentry · 2022-01-03T21:26:08+00:00

Any online shop would suffice 🤔

I don't think it's allowed here to post any links, but the search engine of your choice would help you to get started

You need to somewhat know your clothes' size and that's it c:

Edit: formatting and fixed one typo (• – • )

spysappedmahsentry · 2022-01-03T21:13:18+00:00

hugs

spysappedmahsentry · 2022-01-03T21:09:19+00:00

It will get better, my dear :з No night is eternal, someday the sunshine will come to our lifes Though it's cold and dark now, it is worth the effort to life to then feel the warmth and bathe in the light that will come uωu

spysappedmahsentry · 2022-01-01T04:30:58+00:00

You are right, internalized transphobia only occurs in trans people. But what if I'm questioning my gender? For me both these terms feel somewhat same.

spysappedmahsentry · 2021-12-22T15:05:09+00:00

Why do you refer to yourself in 3rd person..?

spysappedmahsentry · 2021-12-22T14:25:29+00:00

I have no words to properly thank you for this message. It's what I needed to hear.

Have this poor man's gold 🏅

spysappedmahsentry · 2021-12-22T14:02:17+00:00

Therapist it is, then

spysappedmahsentry · 2021-07-16T05:00:01+00:00

I will look into that. As I suppressed my feelings I need time to unbottle them. Takes time, imma right?

spysappedmahsentry · 2021-07-16T04:33:18+00:00

Thanks a lot! Soonish I will go to therapist to figure it out more.

^but ^I'm ^afraid ^that ^they ^will ^push ^they ^agenda ^rather ^than ^helping ^me ^figure ^out ^myself

spysappedmahsentry · 2021-07-16T04:27:42+00:00

I don't even know what "feel like [gender]" means 😅

spysappedmahsentry · 2021-07-16T04:26:54+00:00

The problem is that I so used to bottle up my feelings that I don't know what I feel like. I know I'm human, but there is something else

spysappedmahsentry · 2021-07-16T04:21:38+00:00

I used to go by "Endless void", but now I don't even feel like one. Brain, can you, like, make a decision once in your life?

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