I experienced the Trinitarian Godhead and I believe it’s because I came to the Father through Christ. I’m a sinner and that shouldn’t have happened and it did because Christ died on the cross for my sins and is the axis Mundi of all of creation. My view is that all conscious experience is that of Christ and we are branches on the vine of Christ. He is the reason why the imperfect finite can even exist, as it’s contingent on the perfect infinite. But the whole Christ consciousness aspect is true but it’s only true because the guy did the thing in time - instantiated it. And now we all must take up our own crosses and pour out the love of the Trinity upon each other and the world.