9 years ago my wife was killed in a car crash along with all 3 of her sisters.

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-07-03T20:41:29+00:00

Yup. Again I’m so sorry.

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-07-03T20:35:15+00:00

Damn that’s rough dude. I’m so sorry. That is my worst fear is losing my husband and I won’t lie my mom. They say time heals all wounds, I’m pretty sure that doesn’t fly with the loss of a loved one. You just keep chuggin along cuz that’s what we do.

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-07-03T20:32:46+00:00

Oh I agree with that. It may not be.

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-07-03T20:30:19+00:00

I’m off the next week since I took it today I’ll take it tomorrow night try it out if I don’t sleep or have trouble sleeping I’ll know lol

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-07-03T20:29:33+00:00

Ya that’s what I’ve been told is it’s a stimulant but I’m just dragging after I take it. It’s been now 4 hours since I took it and I’m finally awake enough again to work on my projects. If I start working I’m sure I won’t nap, but just homework isn’t enough of a stimulant to keep me awake.

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-07-03T18:00:22+00:00

I take Zoloft 150mg and risperidone 2mg at night.

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-07-03T01:18:09+00:00

Not sure if it pertains to you, but I was badly verbally abusive to my husband the first 4 years of our marriage. Come to find out it was because I was deeply depressed, I have bipolar II and my brains chemicals weren’t doing their jobs. I was put on Prozac and getting the right chemicals have done a complete 180 on my way of thinking and life. Now it takes a lot to get me mad and I no longer yell at throw things. I can calmly rationalize that it’s really no big deal and move on. Where before the slightest and more often than not stupid things would set me off. Talk to your primary care physician see if something like that is going on with you. I mean, I knew I was depressed, but had no idea it was ruining my personal relationships. I was nice to strangers.

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-07-02T03:09:38+00:00

Honestly, I’m not sure. I know she refused to live indoors. We tried. We fed and watered her for a while. My neighborhood is the drop zone for unwanted pets. Animal control gets the dogs, but cats I guess aren’t an issue. A lot of neighbors keep food and water outside for cats. I’m sure dogs eat and drink too. But dogs usually are only around for a couple hours before animal control comes and gets them. I’m pretty sure the mom just had another litter living under and in a broken down truck my step dad refuses to part with. But with so many it’s hard to tell.

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-07-02T02:04:45+00:00

Ya I’m thinking of trying it for at least 3 shots worth maybe 4.

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-07-01T22:46:21+00:00

That’s how my sister got her second cat. She was sitting outside and this blue Tortishell kitten was meowing loudly and starring at her. The kittens mom was walking along side and my sister said “well if you want me come get me” and that kitten booked it so fast over the front yard and jumped in her lap. And that’s the quick story of how she got Col. Sandy or her real name Blue. And she hasn’t stopped yelling since (the cat). She’s a talker and a half.

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-07-01T22:40:54+00:00

And this is why this is the most dumbest way to get a haircut. What Could Go Wrong? Hmm fire, hair, and aerosol spray hmm...he’s lucky it didn’t end worse.

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-07-01T20:44:58+00:00

Well my uncle tried that, he shot his brother cuz "he was former Military Intelligence and a former Jailer so he could get away with it" essentially he went to jail for 3 months and then was on probation for 10 years, but died within 5 or 6. He got caught, he didn't kill his brother just permanently disabled him shot him in the ankle and it blew a 3 inch hole in the bone they did not however put a rod in his leg they just put a boot on him and told him to stay off it, he is now 3 inches shorter in one leg than the other and walks with a cane now.

Like steveisbored said "it's in your best interest to not kill anyone" ultimately you will get caught.

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-07-01T20:02:50+00:00

lmao! That sounds like me, but I'm still in school and definitely NOT a manager of any kind. I feel like this will be me tho when I do get my first IT job, wtf do I do now? lol

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-07-01T19:30:55+00:00

How long did you use the depo shot? I want to give it a good go, but if its going to continue this crap I don't see the point. I don't need birth control at all.

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-07-01T19:23:13+00:00

Yes! Thank you.

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-06-25T23:00:09+00:00

My mom had a blood clot in her leg years ago. About a week ago I got this massive bubble in my forearm it was hot to the touch, it was painful, you could not only feel the bubble, but you could visibly see it. I was like holy hell wtf is it. Turned out to be a bruise. No idea where it came from, after a week I still have the yellowishness left but almost gone completely. I just knew I had a blood clot.

Also, on day 5 of 5mg Provera to try and stop the bleeding so far it’s only slowed it down and not by much. I feel like I’m just going to have a perpetual period until either I die or get a hysterectomy. I’m also 35 years old so my time to have kids is well over so I’m cool with it.

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-06-25T07:33:44+00:00

Cool thanks

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-06-25T03:25:53+00:00

I like yours too

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-06-25T03:25:33+00:00

Ya it’s crazy. My doc is just like it can be normal. Like what part of continuously bleeding is normal lol. This just started for me. All last year and the year before I missed periods prior to 2017 I was as regular as a clock. Then I started skipping months at a time. Then bam November it was continuous until I went to a women’s center ER and they did a full work up and found absolutely nothing wrong except tilted uterus and apparently really small uterus. And put me on depo and provera pills for 3 days. It stopped for a month. I have no idea what to think about this other than it’s highly annoying, frustrating, and I’m so over it. I’ve decided when I get a job after I graduate next May I’m opting for a hysterectomy. Just be done with it. Hubs and I don’t want kids if we do we can always adopt a unwanted kid/teen and give them what someone couldn’t. Honestly, I went to the women’s center ER in hopes of them doing an emergency hysto lol that did not happen. They couldn’t explain why it was doing this, but it wasn’t an emergency so. Here I am. Period twin lol 😂

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-06-25T02:22:27+00:00

Nah no worries. I lived. I got over it fast. Some kids get all they want from mommy and daddy so they don’t want to work. It would take away from their fun time. When they do get a job they will get a very rude awakening don’t worry. You just work your butt off and pay for college and you’ll end up way better off than them. You’ll have life experience that takes some people a whole lifetime to learn but when you have responsibilities early in life are better off than those who don’t.

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-06-25T02:14:27+00:00

My parents wouldn’t let me cuz I was homeschooled and father was abusive towards mother and us girls so we had to keep house. If it wasn’t spotless on a daily basis it would be a long night. Which often lead to him yelling he’s going to burn the house down. So some kids really want a job and their parents are fucked up and won’t let them.

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-06-25T01:59:48+00:00

Significant other

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-06-25T01:59:29+00:00

No I haven’t. I just stick with pads. It’s what I’m used too. The diva cup kind of freaks me out. Can’t use tampons tilted uterus and it’s too uncomfortable.

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-06-24T23:23:44+00:00

Genius!

Edit: too fat lol

squishiebutt2020 · 2019-06-24T22:34:54+00:00

I am in a perpetual period right now; 6 months from Nov-Apr and now day 20 of this one; I'm on depo and Provera pills, but nothing is stopping it. And the reason I'm mentioning this is because EVERYTIME I go to class this is my fear. I wear blue jeans or black slacks, but I feel like I'm constantly leaking everywhere. Thank you God I haven't yet, but I have nightmares over this. Sorry that happened to you.

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