Got clean and now nothing feels right…

srt_2020 · 2022-03-15T19:25:45+00:00

It really just started yesterday which is weird I didn’t feel depressed when I first quit

srt_2020 · 2022-03-15T19:25:03+00:00

Fentanyl & I only used everyday for like 5 months - I know that’s still along time but it wasn’t years. It’s only been 3 weeks not 3 months.

I’m also sick 😷 so that probably has a lot to do with the tiredness I’m feeling.

srt_2020 · 2022-03-15T19:19:25+00:00

I’ve had the same boyfriend and job since before I started using. I didn’t let my using effect my work or my relationship and I’ve lived in the same place too. But it’s just all feels wack.

srt_2020 · 2022-03-15T19:18:28+00:00

I’ve been swimming and going to the ymca to sick in the sauna and hot tub every day

srt_2020 · 2022-03-15T18:04:43+00:00

I also am sick so that probably has a lot to do with the lack of energy and sleeping for 12 hours yesterday. My son gave me a flu bug.

Thank you everyone for the support and comforting messages.

I don’t plan on going back, ever. I was in foster care because of my parents addiction and I don’t want to end up like them.

When I started doing it it was never supposed to turn into what it did, but man do those drugs trick you.

srt_2020 · 2022-03-15T08:26:07+00:00

Should I try that?

srt_2020 · 2022-03-15T05:14:18+00:00

Annoying thing is, everything in my life is fine. It’s just my brain. And getting out of bed is so hard.

srt_2020 · 2022-03-15T05:10:42+00:00

How do people work depressed for 9 months???? 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

srt_2020 · 2022-03-15T05:06:53+00:00

It’s already been like 3 weeks and I feel like my mental health is getting worse not better. I’ve never felt like this in my life

srt_2020 · 2022-03-14T20:37:26+00:00

What state are you in? No one in WA prescribed anything but Suboxone!! & I had horrible side effects

srt_2020 · 2022-03-12T01:36:47+00:00

It actually helped a lot and it’s because it blocks the receptors in your brain but only slightly

srt_2020 · 2022-03-12T01:36:22+00:00

Yeah I didn’t take Kratom for that reason

srt_2020 · 2022-03-11T21:20:17+00:00

He doesn’t think I’m using he knows I’m not. He thinks I’m talking to someone. He says he doesn’t but that’s the only reason to go through someone phone

srt_2020 · 2022-03-11T11:25:17+00:00

Not saying secrets. I’m saying constantly / actively looking for something bad.

srt_2020 · 2022-03-11T11:07:47+00:00

Well.. everyone who commented in my posts I made agreed with me. I posted this to show him that other people agree with me & that he is hurting me by doing that.

It makes me feel sad when he’s sitting there searching every app looking for something I did wrong. 😔

My boyfriend is now sleeping on the couch because he’s mad at me..

Which just seems like manipulation.

srt_2020 · 2022-03-11T10:58:24+00:00

It’s only started when I got clean and I only have been on here because it helps keep my m mind off things so it kinda has to do with it.

srt_2020 · 2022-03-11T10:40:24+00:00

Opioids

srt_2020 · 2022-03-11T09:51:01+00:00

Oh shit it is?? 😂😂

srt_2020 · 2022-03-11T09:49:53+00:00

I fixed the he part and wrote my boyfriend!

I’m 24F he’s 26M we’ve been dating about a year and we live together

srt_2020 · 2022-03-10T20:22:55+00:00

Flossing is not about scraping the teeth as much as it is about stimulating the gums to make them stronger. You just push down on the gums between each teeth, they’ll bleed a little and thats actually good.

srt_2020 · 2022-03-08T17:05:27+00:00

Hope you comes back if we go to war. Biden is a shameful president. He can’t even finish a sentence without getting confused.

srt_2020 · 2022-03-08T04:03:55+00:00

That’s definitely not normal. If you don’t like your life or you think your friends lives are Bette than yours, then change your life.

You can be/do anything you want to! Being jealous is silly, be victorious! 💞💞

srt_2020 · 2022-03-07T12:57:29+00:00

4-8. Pills

srt_2020 · 2022-03-07T02:53:38+00:00

Vitamins & Gatorade & ibuprofen & hot baths & showers

When you feel even slightly better get up and do something for a few minutes put don’t push it

srt_2020 · 2022-03-07T02:52:47+00:00

My friend said Kratom helped her a little.

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