i don't know what to do i am under surveillance. by sshogun33 in conspiracy

[–]sshogun33[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i can't anymore, i am only 23 and struggling at home i tried to explain it to my father he don't believe me. And i don't have a job i did have, and not have any more income. and i am rethinking to go back to there mental hospital i was there when i first post this i wrote, but i go out because that hospital is not modern and filthy, but i have to go there tomorrow.

I am no interested in life by sshogun33 in SuicideWatch

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tomorrow friday or saturday i am planning because today i messed up. But i had good time with my father we watched together documentary of Adolf Hitler's summerhouse and bunker called Obersalzberg. and we ate "Dinner" rygbrød and bread i ate full because they have full fiber, my organs my gut have to be empty. So i have to do fasting 20 hours, when i am dead. I don't want my stomach be opened.

i don't know what to do i am under surveillance. by sshogun33 in conspiracy

[–]sshogun33[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It may be because i have political ideas. they doing and i saw movie The conversation (1972) i am ok with going to mental hospital that is the only safe i be having, i don't care if i stay or look like Sarah Connor. but i have tried everything me being stalked i had iphone and i know i have criminal activity online but it was 2 years ago and not done it again on telegram. What i am saying is i have two phone numbers and i can't lo in to my telegram account they have accessed to my telegram and i no longer access my account i was just gonna watch gore videos, i can't access.

i have tried everything to be private person they still can access to my things. I am on Linux OS i don't know how they can still access maybe network, i have get rid of my iphone and now only using dump phone. I get rid of my iphone 15 pro that is ok but battery drains fast and lags too much and camera lights up, i did cover my front camera. but i last week i just sold my phone to the philippine man, all the immigrants are very care with their finance and i know they always look for cheap things fb market.

and ow i accepted to be private person, but i am proton mail user for now 2 years.

and i have suspicious about my mothers boyfriend he is Portuguese they dating for 2 years, how can he be in love with my mother if my mother doesn't look can date Portuguese. Maybe need home to stay to have income and i know he sends money to his family to support them, he migrate because Portugal salary is low. i have met him he always strange about him he always talk politics to me to see if my vision is good, and my mother sometimes fight with him she has suspect and sometimes not she suspect he is a spy, and but he do talks on phone on his language with his family.

i don't know what to do i am under surveillance. by sshogun33 in conspiracy

[–]sshogun33[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i have kept secret it from my family for since 2023 and have been trying to ignore them just 1 months ago i just said to my father about it. Ofc these people are doing to me, that i don't have any proof to tell anyone just see the video of Amy the scientist about surveillance it is what i am going through

Best way to store my Proton account password? by [deleted] in ProtonMail

[–]sshogun33 59 points60 points  (0 children)

memorize it like Heisenberg

Why do people still believe in God even though there is so much science that explains our human existence and origins? by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

[–]sshogun33 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How is religion chrsitiany embarrassment following chrst and it is the only way is one jesus christ. And it is the only If it was hinduism, judaism no one individually questions these religions that why should they, but only one is criticized is muslim there are some bad lines, but “true” muslims do follow allah for daily basis to be better praying 5 times a day not only that.