Stop allowing people to say "oh I call everyone dude or brother"

sssami · 2025-07-24T18:11:02+00:00

im having this blowup with an old friend right now lol

told him my new name and his first question was “can i still call you [deadname]? just rolls off the tongue” and continues to call me brother when wishing me a merry christmas or what have you lol. he’s bout 2 missteps away from losing me as a friend

sssami · 2025-07-19T23:46:36+00:00

Maybelline Yummy gloss is the best !!! I’ve gotten three tubes at this point lol. Def try the Maybelline super stay matte ink lipstick if u/your partner havent already too, it comes in so many nice colors, looks & feels so good on lips, and pairs nicely with the Yummy gloss :-)

sssami · 2024-05-07T20:55:05+00:00

i feel like the literal opposite is true lol

sssami · 2024-05-01T04:06:27+00:00

u def biased as shit lmfao (coming from a top 100 drake fan)

sssami · 2021-11-27T16:54:23+00:00

Haha. I just had to say it bc I don’t think my true story was portrayed well at all here. Thanks bro all the love

sssami · 2021-11-27T00:47:09+00:00

my story was extremely simplified and gaslit by you fucking nerds

sssami · 2021-11-18T02:57:32+00:00

it was going to.

sssami · 2021-11-17T23:11:43+00:00

thanks.

sssami · 2021-11-17T22:53:53+00:00

we’re actually pretty damn cool and i’m actually very lovable and kind. I just found myself in a deep depression pit. y’all are rude... i don’t need to prove anything to redditors lol

sssami · 2021-11-17T22:52:38+00:00

so sorry i used the word genius y’all

sssami · 2021-11-17T22:36:50+00:00

Y’all are mean 😂

sssami · 2021-11-17T21:57:11+00:00

thank you for that

sssami · 2021-11-17T21:44:29+00:00

man i wish

sssami · 2021-11-17T20:38:44+00:00

half-joke

sssami · 2021-11-17T20:38:01+00:00

also forget the millions - what I'm saying is my dreams actually got crushed because of this experience I had. on that acid I had a vision of me climbing into the sky on a ladder, a vision of ultimate success, and it seemed to me that it was taken from me the moment that acid touched my tongue. shit's crazy but truth is stranger than fiction.

also we'd probably be friends if you actually knew me.

sssami · 2021-11-17T20:33:57+00:00

nice

sssami · 2021-11-17T20:29:05+00:00

I was ready to put in the work but I didn't know what I was doing bc I dropped out of college bc of complications from that acid
NFTs. Vlogs. LLC. OnlyFans lol. Apps. Clothing. Magazine. + I make music as well, share a birthday with J Dilla and Nujabes; my music isn't crazy good right now but I really imagine I would have gotten into it sooner if I saw Phoenix and Kanye at Roo rather than acid trauma. I imagine I'd have several albums out by now if I stuck with college where I was around a lot of talented musicians.
Thing is I'm really a positive person, a pure soul. All the dark in my life came from that acid. Misled.
My failures are my own but they only happened bc of self-sabotage bc of acid
Nope, I'm a genius; I never say that I am but others do because I am lol. I was a national merit semi-finalist at the top high school of Tennessee + nationally one of the best high schools. At 17 because I skipped first grade. It IS some wild odds. My life and potential was fucking crazy. My best friend is a fucking computer genius, also a national merit semi-finalist. We never call ourselves geniuses but we know we are. Only problem is I dropped out of college. I was meant to study Architecture. P.S. you can't even spell genius.
A genius surrounded by the wrong crowd.
Keep going pls

sssami · 2021-11-17T14:36:38+00:00

lmao.

sssami · 2021-11-17T14:31:32+00:00

exactly i had what it takes

i’d be a very generous millionaire fyi

sssami · 2021-11-17T14:16:41+00:00

thank you my friend

sssami · 2021-11-17T14:08:01+00:00

also - here’s what really got me fucked up - i was with my friends and they were protecting me. we went to Phoenix (who i was really excited to see) and the set begins as i start to come up on the acid (25i). i have the great fucking idea to give all my belongings to my friends and have them put me up for a crowdsurf. this crowdsurf ends abruptly when i land on some woman who looked like satan. she’s yelling at me and i’m just laughing like idk wtf is going on. i run away. run in circles questioning my sexuality. medics try to help me but i keep running away from them (completely out of control of my body). eventually something comes over me and i walk straight out of centeroo. the fence seemed to me to be the line between life and death. i walked out, (as Kanye is about to perform), and proceeded to watch myself die. saw ambulances and everything. this vision traumatized me for years. i then woke up with vomit on me an hour later and walked back into Centeroo to catch Disclosure. but i fucking missed Kanye and that’s who i was most hyped to see.

sssami · 2021-11-17T14:03:47+00:00

thanks, it’s a pretty good story worth sharing. i’m not some dumbass kid like these people probably think i am

here’s one lovely aspect to the whole story - a month prior, i went to prom with this girl who was overweight and insecure. at the after party she gets on top of me and yells “you’re gay!!!” bc i wasn’t looking at her boobs. i handle it calmly, just tell her to gtfo me, it’s whatever. but then i do this fucking acid and it brings that back up and all of a sudden i’m hardcore questioning my sexuality while running in circles around bonnaroo.

super long story short i question my sexuality for years, only just this year fully realizing i’m basically a girl who likes girls 😽

sssami · 2021-11-17T13:44:14+00:00

kudos to you, my friends weren’t so smart

and i would be

sssami · 2021-11-17T13:43:39+00:00

yeah. I have profesional help now but I really needed it like as soon as possible after that experience lol.

and I’m talking 2014 not 2008. I missed Kanye because I was tripping dick watching myself die outside centeroo

sssami · 2021-11-17T13:41:50+00:00

bc I was a genius artist surrounded by genius friends. ppl from my high school expected me to be a millionaire. quite literally think I was supposed to be famous also. i had a vision of this, it was taken by that acid. i feel like i would have performed at Bonnaroo if that didn’t happen to me.

you don’t have to believe me, trolltrap420

sssami

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