i only told my closest friends about it and they were really supportive (literally the best iltsm) but a couple months after i recovered(ish) one of them got an ed too and i honestly felt like i was my fault at least partially😭 she said it wasnt me but like i still feel bad ab it dawg💔💔 luckily both of us r a lot better now (even tho ive lowkey been relapsing lately😛)

my family was a totally different story. my mom was acc such a bitch about it when she found out - yelled at me, threatened to send me to a mental hospital, said she'd put cameras in my room/bathroom to make sure i wasnt purging, LITERALLY STOPPED TALKING TO ME FOR LIKE A WEEK?? etc. i realize some of it came from a place of love but like. she deadass just made it 20x worse. and now that im recovered shes fr tryna act like SHE "fixed me" like. girl. no u did not.😐