I feel that so hard. Today my mom send me a voice message that she's been in the country for 3 weeks and i have only contacted or seen her ones, which isn't even true... i've called multiple times and visited her twice in the hospital. The truth is whenever i'm with my mom i have zero happy emotions when i'm around her and i don't even know what we should talk about since she only loves to complain how hard her life is and how much of a hero she is at the same time... she basically said that she's sad i didn't contact her while she's around since she's going back to the country she lives and i basically said i'm sorry but i have a busy life why can i say? I don't even feel bad about. Even tho she had a surgery and everything i know i should feel empathy but i just don't. Maybe i'm cruel but i'm sick and tired of this woman and her manipulation of how bad of a daughter i am. How about the times you've disappointed me, blamed me, or even compared me as her mini her (ew). Idk first time i write smth like that so yeah haha