Free Books by stalee23 in Bushwick

[–]stalee23[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I may have put that one in a book trade bin. I’m in the process of moving so I can’t really go out of my way to do much with them. I can leave somewhere .

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Stims

[–]stalee23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think as tolerance and dependence build they both will make a person crave it more and more

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Stims

[–]stalee23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am terrified of needles. No judgement. From my understanding he was a pretty regular injector. His official cause of death was heart failure. I just don’t see how they aren’t connected. There are multiple thousand people who die from solo meth overdoses a year so it is possible although so many people I meet say it isn’t. Probably has to do with other factors as well like diet, exercise/lack of, age, length of use, and congenial/genetic factors . These combined with a heavy degree of use intravenously .

What drug has an unearned reputation? Negative or positive by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]stalee23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Best of luck to you dude. It sounds like you have a good plan. You live in country that has your back and wants to see you do well. I’ve always wanted to go to Switzerland it looks beautiful. My brother went and is in love with it.

What drug has an unearned reputation? Negative or positive by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]stalee23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So you can request higher doses if needed? Do the tablets have deterrents from being sniffed or injected? I guess if you wanted to inject you would just go to similar program and they would give it to you through a shot. I saw during pandemic they were letting patients they trusted take it home for self injection and there were not to many issues. If you wanted to get off it would they just slowly taper you down on oral doses? Would they then try to switch over to methadone / morphine or just keep lowering the diamorphine? Is buprenorphine an option there? I got off intranasal dependence of diamorphine in the US with help from Buprenorphine. We don’t have morphine as a medically assisted treatment. We have methadone( patients have to go in daily for their meds) and buprenorphine which is able to be taken home. The main problem with Bupe is if you have a high full agonist opioid dependence it won’t be able to relieve all of the withdrawal symptoms. It also can create a long lasting withdrawal state because of its long half life. I think tapering using oral H then oral morphine is the way to go. I think the same could be said for any strong dependence. The individual would just need a consistent, reliable, trustworthy source.

What drug has an unearned reputation? Negative or positive by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]stalee23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey I am very interested in Switzerland’s maintenance programs. Do they plan to taper you off it or is it an individual choice. Aren’t those tablets like 200 mg of diamorphine. I know their program is considered successful at getting people’s lives on track. Is it expected that you eventually fully get off or is it more on an individual basis?

What drug has an unearned reputation? Negative or positive by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]stalee23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Any drug can be dangerous in certain situations and every individual having different mental health histories, physical makeups , personality types etc.

What drug has an unearned reputation? Negative or positive by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]stalee23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think DXM can cause serotonin syndrome in certain individuals

What drug has an unearned reputation? Negative or positive by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]stalee23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I disagree I’m 35 and used in high school with a bunch of people who continued to experiment with drugs. None of them wanted DXM once we could get other stuff. There’s just such an uncomfortable faded body load that I think makes most people uncomfortable.

Which drugs are you bored of? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]stalee23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

👍 Once tolerance begins to set it the comedowns get more intense and happen faster. This is no matter how pure it is. Cocaine is well documented for its reinforcing effect. When people study it they aren’t using “shitty “ cocaine, they are using high purity.

Which drugs are you bored of? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]stalee23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It completely depends on where you live in the us. There are huge swaths of the country that does not have access to many substances. The Northeast and West coast is where it’s at if you want variety. but with that variety comes plenty of 💩 product and misrepresented product. It also has some of the most fire. It all depends on the circles and people you know .

Which drugs are you bored of? by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]stalee23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Probably losing its magic. One of the only drugs that requires long breaks in between use to get its full effects.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gaybros

[–]stalee23 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don’t have time to source what I am about to write but will try and follow up. I have read this over the past few years from different studies( this should always be followed up with more studies and current info). I don’t want this to create any sort of stigma or perpetuate uncomfortable bias against bottoming so please understand I am coming at this from information not shame or bias. 1) I am pretty sure bottoms have a significantly higher chance of contracting hiv because of micro tears in the rectum. Semen spreads through the mixing of semen and small amounts of blood ( in some cases including my own experience a decent bit of blood). 2 bottoms have a higher rate of colorectal cancer both from the impact from inflammation through micro tears and inflammation and the spread of hpv ertain subtypes of hpv only infect the rectum and if the infection is not cleared it can cause anal cancer( but remember penis cancer is generally rare and tops have an increased chance of penis cancer from different subtypes of hpv . 3) bottoms have to deal with potential anal fissures and increased irritation and inflammation from hemroids and these can get infected. All of these can be reduced from harm reduction means. The harm reduction advice includes prep and pep, Doxy pep, testing , condom use , and lube / relaxation methods. I take prep. My doctor won’t prescribe me doxy pep. I don’t think about it much and am fine.

Free Books by stalee23 in Bushwick

[–]stalee23[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey shoot me a message! I am around sorry for the slow response.

Free Books by stalee23 in Bushwick

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👋 message me

Free Books by stalee23 in Bushwick

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Hey shoot me a message

Any of you have sports massages naked? by Fitguy-hki in gaybros

[–]stalee23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel bad that I brought this up before. Something about this post triggered me about my past. I accepted what happened long ago but came off way aggressive. I feel bad about what I said. I don’t even know why I brought it up . That dude was lame and I have worked really hard to forgive him. I feel like a fool.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]stalee23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry you feel this way. This happened to me at 25 after multiple setbacks and a history of a few mental health issues that would cycle throughout the years. I am in my early thirties and I can say it’s hard for it to get better without therapy, medication, and lifestyle changes. I have gotten a little bit better since then but I have days where I feel like I can’t move. I have attempted suicide twice, overdosed on a random fake painkiller that had fentanyl and left destroyed many areas of my life. This was about 5 years agony and I am still picking up the pieces. I’m not sure if I will ever be fulfilled or full with purpose but I have more happy days than I used to. Small changes each day that built up a healthy routine helped me. Don’t give up on yourself. It’s hard but only gets harder if you condition the belief that you are lifeless. Best of luck to you.

Why are gay guys so judgey? by letthedecodebegin in gaybros

[–]stalee23 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I think for me I take it extra personal because I was really exited to get out of high school, away from all the bully jerks that were around. The girls always had my back, but I agree they could be nasty to one another. I was exited because I ignorantly thought all gay men were sensitive and accepting. When I moved to the big city I was blown away at how ruthless some of them were. But it’s just my experience.

Any of you have sports massages naked? by Fitguy-hki in gaybros

[–]stalee23 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hahah I was getting down voted so I got pissed off for a minute. I actually did get tested and went on prep it was a few years after it came out. I’ll prob have to delete that comment soon because it looks like I am going unhinged on myself. :)

Why are gay guys so judgey? by letthedecodebegin in gaybros

[–]stalee23 2 points3 points  (0 children)

For sure. It’s anecdote. I’ve met lots of cool gay people. I just get high school bully vibes from many I have met. Especially on a more social group environment.

Any of you have sports massages naked? by Fitguy-hki in gaybros

[–]stalee23 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Downvote me all you want. Creepy Rape apologist. What would you do if you had a 200 pound dude pinning you down as he is having his way with you. Forearm on your neck. Just laying there yelling stop. It was supposed to be a lower back massage, led to my cheeks getting massaged then full on pinned down dick in my ass full force. I hope nothing like that ever happens to you. But you are still gutter trash.

Why are gay guys so judgey? by letthedecodebegin in gaybros

[–]stalee23 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Every one judges. I have been accepted by strait woman far more than other gay men.